Angie Higa Photography

Live. Laugh. Love.

2011-10-01T20:51:00.011-06:00

I have so much to say about this amazing family. But for now, please just enjoy their beautiful faces.

September

2011-09-22T23:22:00.002-06:00

2011-09-14T16:46:00.000-06:00

Gosh, it's been so long I'm not even sure what to write. Let's see if little by little, I can do this... Here's the monkey's now, 2/3 in school. We were going to head out for pictures the other day, but we didn't quite get there. All three growing into miraculous little pieces of art.

2011-01-19T22:48:00.002-07:00

When I'm aged, and happen upon life's finish line, I want to rest assured that I'll feel as though I did my best. In everything. From double knotting my shoes, to teaching our kids to love themselves, to having a most forgiving heart, to having faith in myself when that seems impossible.

Though the daily pace of life seems quick from dawn till dusk, I feel more recharged than I have felt in a long time. I felt like a train, begging for a derailment. Really. Christmas, paired with my nursing job allowed me to see clearly through my once-thought-to-be rose colored glasses ... I needed to refocus. My family needed my time, more than anyone else. The stark reality of my 'ah-ha' moment came when I stretched in bed one morning, while the kids had snuck downstairs early to quietly play by the Christmas tree. The fun turned in an instant to a hiss. Brock was letting Tatum know he wasn't happy, and she needed to stop. Now. In a HISS! I shuddered. And then undeniably, my heart sank. This was how they heard me talking, much more frequently than I am happy to acknowledge.

But this was good.

And then I became excited.

I felt a weight lift off my shoulders the moment I commited more of my time and energy to my family. My nursing job helps keep me grounded. I love my job, and the people I meet on a daily basis. Their challenges are real, and often times, more challenging than I'll ever have to face. Recently I have seen friends with very sick children. Parents who have let their children's treatment fall out of reach, not by choice, but because finances won't allow the prescription to be filled as it is prescribed. And even more inspiring, I see relationships - both good and bad - between people, and that drives me intensely to be the best person I can be, and be proud of.

I want to be a good mom. I AM a good mom. Tonight, we had supper, and before bed played a game of flashlight hide and seek, per Tatum's request. All five of us were dashing around the house, ducking in to quiet dark places, trying to contain our laughter as we heard the seeker coming to sniff our trail...

I need more nights like that. We all need more nights like that :) I have started to see clearly, through my rose colored glasses.

2011

2011-01-04T09:58:00.002-07:00

It's 2011 already! 2010 was a fun year, blessed with health, family, love, job security, among many other things! Our kids grew, started grade one and pre-kindergarden. And a toddler emerged...

I bought a new camera - the Canon 5D Mark II, upgraded soft ware, and purchased a business computer. All very exciting! And so overwhelming! I had fun meeting up with many repeat clients (so lucky for me!), and many NEW clients (soooo lucky for me!). Thank you for coming to me :) I have sincerely enjoyed each and every one of you.

I am beyond excited to ring in the new year. Over the moon excited, actually! The biggest news, I have decided for a good portion of this year, I am going to devote to learning, and growing my photography business. And in doing that, I will not be accepting paid clients for the time being. As there are new and aspiring photographers popping up around every corner, I feel it's important to invest in information that will ensure I am confident I can produce the best quality work for you. I will be challenging myself this year in workshops, reading, and full out practicing. I have the burning desire to do better, and to love and be proud of the work I do. I am not there yet - and that's what's fueling my 'sabatical'. I have new ideas, and I am looking forward to turning those toward the three little monkeys in my life. This is a good thing!

I have also committed to a Project 365. For those of you who aren't familiar with that, it is simply - documenting a photo a day of your life. I am so far four for four! Our sweet little kids are ages two, four, and six already - and I have not kept up photographing them as I should have. So, I'm turning over a new leaf - and will strive to do that. I will be the momma I aspire to be. And be proud of ME! What's more? I am committing to exercise. For many years, I was in good shape ... this year I let it take the back burner, as I struggled to keep my head above the water. In May, I plan to run a half marathon. Gleefully, I am rising to the challenge!

If I still have readers out there, mark my words. I am dusting off this key board. I'm going to blog about the things that make me happy. Often. My mom is encouraging me to start writing again. Through that, I am able to focus and appreciate all things important to me. I am still working in the Emergency Department as a registered nurse, and daily I am thankful for my work. There, each and every shift I am humbled.

So, Happy New Year. May this year bring every happiness to you. And through the challenges that will inevitably present themselves, may you find goodness and insight. I hope all the same for my sweet family too :)

Here is my dear boy Brock. My picture 4/365. It makes my heart swell to think I am focusing more on these kinds of things....

Take very good care of you and yours, and thank you from the bottom of my heart, I'm so greatful for each and every one of you!

Angie

2010-12-06T14:32:00.000-07:00

Up next ....

...one of my best, and most beautiful friends :)

2010-12-06T10:53:00.003-07:00

The day we got together for their session was FREEZING out! I have photographed this family a few times now, and so when we all arrived, we just got down to it. Despite the cold, everyone was in good spirits, and mom had everyone dressed super cute :) It's sometimes challenging to have siblings all willingly coexist in the same frame - but these guys were gentle and kind with one another.

Thank you for hanging out with me again, it's always a pleasure!

....side grumble .... the process in which the photos leave my computer and land on the blog leaves the colors all wigged out a little. I don't have time to put together a new blog - but it's on my 'next-years-to-do-list'!

Ummm, Kristi? Raawwrrr!

2010-12-04T20:41:00.002-07:00

It's been so long since I've posted, I almost forgot my password! Even though my blog has been quiet, I've been busy! There are a few sessions that haven't made it here yet, hopefully in time :)

I used to live across the street from this sweet momma, when were young (like *choke* six years old - a loonnnggg time ago). I have so many fun memories of rocking out to Madonna's Material Girl on her driveway, and bobbing for apples for fun one day in her back yard (do you remember that J?). At that time, their family home was the only home on that whole side of the block, nothing but a big empty field! I got a kind talking-to from my sweet dad one day when I gently plucked a baby robin from it's nest in the field, and brought it home. I even remember riding our 50cc Honda motorbike up and down the field! Hard to think of how it used to look now :)

Every time I see Jenelle, I smile. She's kind, friendly, and super wonderful to her sweet kids and husband. It was an honor to work with you, thank you for asking me, your family is beautiful, and the connection between you all - is what every mother dreams of having.

Just One...

2010-11-09T23:28:00.002-07:00

Of a darling family. I opened the session tonight, and couldn't resist this one right off the bat. Early to bed, early to rise, but there will be lots more to share from here :)

The Fallness Of It All

2010-10-14T21:25:00.004-06:00

One from tonight, of an amazingly sweet family. Thanks for hanging out with me on the best fall evening ever :)

Edited to add: Here's two more. NOW it's bedtime :)

Cody & Mallory

2010-09-09T21:43:00.005-06:00

I worked with Mallory at the hospital. She's a super talented (and amazingly fast) X-ray technician. Her smile is contageous, her mild mannered way is adorable. Cody has the sweetest smile when he looks at Mallory. He's kind, gentle, and very polite. I first met him when we headed out to Retlaw for their engagement session. Their smile together, gentle touches, and free floating spirits showed me that they were destined to find a great life together.

Their wedding day arrived, and Kyla (my favorite person to bring anywhere and everywhere) and I were excited! We were thrilled to spend our day with them. After a looonnnngggg time, I was ready to hand off their pictures. Patient and kind :) Thank you so much for asking me to be a part, I'm forever greatful. You're lovely!

Kyla took this of the beautiful ladies :)

And this ring shot was TOTALLY inspired by my adorable friend Andrea Hallet, who is the sweetest thing. Ever.

Firsts.

2010-09-08T22:17:00.003-06:00

Here's my handsome stud. First day of pre-kindergarten :)

Be Still And Know.

2010-08-31T00:36:00.004-06:00

Know that you have been loved, and will be loved. You can love yourself. And you can love others. Know that you are powerful and mighty. Trust that. But also know that it's ok to be weak, and small. Trust that too. Be confident, be bold. Laugh, lots. And make an effort to smile everyday at least once with all whom you come in contact. Everybody is worthy of your smile, it's a gift sent straight from God, for you to share with the world. But also stand up for yourself. Most times respect comes from this. Cry when you need to. You don't cry enough, somewhere in your sweet little body you decided so young that you don't like to cry. It doesn't have to be in private! Some of my best cries have been when I've let loose whole heartedly and let others hold me up. I'm smart, listen to me. I'm the one, in who's belly you grew. I know you. I love you, and I'm not ready to let you go.

Today you started a journey. I'm proud of you. So proud! My heart swells when I think of you. While I'm excited for you to branch out on your tree a little farther, I'm a little lonesome. You will do good things with your life, I know that. I have a dream for you, and me. That we always love and laugh. The sight of your precious little head tossed back in laughter, the sound that comes straight from your toes, is amongst my most favorite things. Enjoy this ride. And most of all, know how much your momma loves you. I am here for you. Always.

Quietly Sitting

2010-08-09T22:00:00.003-06:00

Enjoying my family, and our summer weather, and beautiful evening light. I hope you are enjoying your time, too.

The little engine that could.

2010-06-23T00:20:00.004-06:00

Yes, I am *this* far behind. Well actually, I've come LEAPS and BOUNDS in the last few days. I'll be finished here by morning, with one more pressing (from a lo-onnngggg time ago ... hello mom to three kids, and an evening job? And insane historical rainfall keeping us inside [thus more mess]. I'm totally looking for sympathy if you can't tell ... or chocolate...). I'm getting there - and I'm more than eternally greatful for your patience, thank you. I can breath again, and that feels WONDERFUL! I'm chugging along, and I'm nearly at the summit :) Joyce - I'll be talking to you next!

P.S. If any of you reading this post are into photography, I'm super giddy to tell you that this picture was taken around 9:00pm INSIDE, with the ISO @ 2000, f/stop @ 4.0 and s/s @ 100. No lights. No reflector. Nada. Au natural. I think I want to marry my camera.

Love this moment, and the energy of this moment will spread beyond all boundaries.

2010-06-22T00:16:00.003-06:00

So long as we maintain the ability to be conscious of our thoughts, great power is in our posession. Not earth shaking, ground breaking, raw brute power, but enough power to alter the course of our own process of emotion. Awareness is key. Sometimes it's later before we become aware of the path our thoughts have led us, and we are seemingly overcome. Yet sometimes we are aware, and change our thought process, and thus the outcome of events and emotion is different. And lighter.

I have been working on this for some time, remaining aware of my thoughts. I believe this recognition brings with it a sort of energy, and once you feel that propelling forward spin, it becomes addicting. The potential to be habit forming. Life altering, warm fuzzy, good-before-bad, positive thinking. There are many areas where I still struggle, but I'm gaining this skill, and find myself becoming able to get through more difficult challenges, with less overwhelming downtime.

I challenge you to enjoy each moment. Even if it's a challenging moment to enjoy, it's fleeting. And the energy from it will spread to all those around you.

Look for this beautiful couple to grace my blog again late summer, they are set to be married, and cross many of life's boundaries together.

Let us be grateful to people who make us happy;

2010-06-13T00:27:00.003-06:00

they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.

~ Marcel Proust

It's 12:28, June 13, 2010. I just finished a steady shift at the hospital, a feel good shift, where we help sick people. One that reminds me that I love my job, I love the people that I work with, I love the patients I meet, I love being a nurse. My sister was also working, and I love her more than she will ever comprehend. I love caring. I love my family, I love caring for my family.

I am 28 minutes into my 33rd birthday - this post is about my beautiful family - the people I love most of all - the people who love me the best way of all. The people who make me greatful for my life daily. Today, I celebrate my family.

We had the very fortunate experience of having our family pictures taken by the lovely Skye Johansen in April, and I'm beyond thrilled that we did. I try to take pictures of our kids, and seldom does it work how I always hope it works out. And *I* wanted to be in some of them :) So, our day - our picture day - was perfect. We got up - and Tatum and I hung out together as we had our hair done together - it was a blast! How much more girly can you get? We stinking loved every minute of it. I had absolutely no expectations of our session, because we were bound and determined to have fun hanging out with each other. We did! Skye is beautiful and amazing. My kids throw her name around like she's an old pal. I love our pictures - and I would sign up each and every year from here on out.

We even went for sushi after. And that was beyond awesome.

So - here are some of them. I'm quite sure this is my longest post eva - but it's worth it! Thank you Skye, my heart is overflowing.

And here's sweet Sophie. She's always been our more serious one - until you get to know her, and then she's the class clown :) She decided she wasn't into the picture idea this day ....

But Skye was relentless ...

until Sophie had had enough - and decided to walk away, checking to make sure that darn camera wasn't going to follow...

Here's one more she got later - totally outfitted in Matilda Jane (love!!)

Brock, cool as a cucumber, fell for it hook line and sinker when I told him something was under the door ...

And Sky then had him on her own eventually

which worked out good!

Here's Tatum. I'm crazy in love.

She lives hard, and fast. Each day to it's fullest. Her attitude is so inspiring to me.

We got some of this:

And this:

And this, which makes my heart nearly beat out of my chest:

Followed by this:

And some silliness:

And THE. BEST. FAMILY. PICTURE. EVER. This melts my heart. Each of us doing what we do. And loving every minute of it. I adore my family beyond words. My heart is full.

This picture will be up as long as it takes Rod to check out my blog :) He doesn't like me posting pictures of him - so look fast!

Thanks for reading - and Sky - if you see this - please know I'm forever greatful! My family makes my soul blossom. Eternally.

Second batch!

2010-06-11T10:42:00.004-06:00

I'm popping on quick to add a couple pictures from a couple weeks ago! Thanks everyone for your patience - I'm truly working as hard as I can. There are a few emails I need to return (and I will!!!), but first, my husband is dragging me to Costco before I start my work weekend at the hospital.

These are from the second part of our session. There are lots - but this is all I have time to post for now. Have a great weekend!

I will grow. I will become something new ...

2010-06-07T11:19:00.006-06:00

... and grand,
but no grander than I now am.
Just as the sky will be different in a few hours,
its present perfection and completeness
is not deficient, so am I presently perfect
and not deficient because
I will be different tomorrow.

~Wayne Dyer

Meet Tracy. She's a beautiful momma to two, and the owner of an adorable little etsy store, Shabby Lane Boutique. She's the go-to when I need a headband - and I have several. She's good at what she does, there are some beautiful new ones in her shop that I can't wait to get my hands on. Please visit her blog and see her sweet products and mad networking skills :) Click here. Just so you know - once you head over, you'll be back every day :)

Not merely what we do, but what we try to do and why, are the true interpreters of what we are.

2010-05-27T22:50:00.006-06:00

~C.H. Woodward

Not long ago I was involved in a facebook status discussion revolving around the word 'try'. All who responded disliked that word.

Except me.

Try is the operative word. The interum period. The unknown. If not for 'try' failure would surely come. 'Try' sets things in our universe in motion. That energy moves, bundles, and heaves. It propells a spirit to push through the wooded forest beyond the shaddowy mist, beyond the hiss of 'can't', and toward the warm steady breeze of 'maybe'. Not far in the distance, is a beautiful clearing. The mist still on the blades of grass and encompassing trees. Breathtakingly beautiful light billows in from atop the trees, naturally vignetting what's off in the distance. It's here, that the soft whisper of 'success' is gently carried through the air, and the weight of that word placed upon your heart.

At times we'll fall short of the clearing. But there is much learned from that too. Get up, dust off, and follow the whisper your heart longs to hear.

Today I live in the quiet, joyous expectation of good.

2010-05-26T11:14:00.003-06:00

~ Earnest Holmen

I very honestly believe if we expect good things, good things will come to us. That doesn't mean that some work will not be required, but if in the right mindset, good can be found in everything. Take on this new adventure in your life with the expectation that good things will come to you, because I can tell that they will!

I can believe anything provided it is quite incredible.

2010-05-07T00:53:00.005-06:00

~ the above by Oscar Wilde

Life is a not so perfect, perfect journey. The coming of age is accompanied by great responsibility. We must always remember to be true to ourselves. For if we're not real with our own self, there is not a person in this world who should think we can be real with them.

To trust in ones self, to have self love and confidence, is where this beautiful life starts getting good.

You will rise by lifting others.

2010-05-07T00:26:00.005-06:00

~ the above by Robert Green Ingerson

Few things in life, if any, share the enormity of emotion felt in the early years of child rearing. The anticipation of a perfect life. Dreams, and devotion. A mother will stop at nothing to create a safe place for her child. A warm and gentle cushion that spans over a lifetime and morphs into the most delicate of intertwined fine threads. Love.

That strand of thread can withstand the weight of the world.

the three stooges

2010-03-13T21:25:00.004-07:00

Photography is my cathartic release. Completely. While it's not *always* that way whilst in the middle of the shoot (like ... say ... with the three Higa children...), come evening when I'm sitting down flipping through what we accomplished, my heart swells. I've got a goal to have a fun family session monthly, and as often in between as I can.

It looked nice out today. After mucking around the house and doing a bit of orgainizing (YAY! and so what if it was just one cupboard ... good for me!), I decided I'd try to take the monkeys out. It was a frustrating exit out of the house (have to pee, need a drink, where's my keys, no you can't have chocolate milk, get off the counter, fine - have chocolate milk, PLEASE get off the counter, clean up the chocolate milk that fell off the counter that sprayed all over clean clothes and walls AND roof, really Tatum? you want to wear that? ok Tatum you rockstar, you can wear that, where ARE my KEYS). And it was cold. Like freezing out. Windy.

But they look happy, don't they? That's good - because they make me happy.

Quite the ensembles today. But you know what? That's what makes me smile. I have to prep an entire post devoted to outtakes. That's next on my agenda :)

Baby

2010-03-11T22:14:00.002-07:00

Until I had children of my own, I didn't realize things about life that were actually profoundly important.

Like the little itty bitty hairs that stand straight out along a newborn babies ear.

The way a yawn brings a smile to all faces present.

That baby toes are amazing. Even when slightly smelly. And they have the power to turn the biggest foot-loather to mush.

That the first meaningful touch of your babies hand will undoubtedly bring a tear to your eye.

Baby wrinkles, no matter where, are the. best. things. ever.

That the part where the forehead and bridge of nose meet - is the best place to kiss.

The oilier the hair, the better. Means that baby is loved beyond measure, and spends a great deal of time being snuggled up where it counts; the necks of loved ones.

Eyebrows. And you smile when you catch yourself thinking how the girls are going to love those.

A sleeping baby is one of life's most beautifully peaceful things.

They are your everything. Much like a flickering fire, you catch yourself staring for hours.

And you're a big deal to them.

A mother's love is something all the books write about. But can never be understood until that first moment you hold your baby. Even then, it's too great to understand, you're just content when your chest aches because it's so in love.

February

2010-02-26T21:32:00.005-07:00

First off - VERY IMPORTANT - if you log onto my blog, and you hear a horribly obscene noise in the way of a lady announcing as if she was speaking over a p.a. system at a department store ... I'm SO SORRY!!! I have the music playing from my blog as I type, and as soon as I brought it up, that played (complete with terrible swear words!) and I have noooooo idea where it came from. I looked over my music playlist several times, and clicked through all the songs just to make sure they were going to play what they said they should. Aside from deleting the music all together, I'm not sure what to do.

Promise me one thing: if you hear that please leave me a comment, and I'll delete my music. Thank you. Now, onto better things ;)

ETA: I think I found it, but please comment if you still hear it. Thank you.

Well, February is nearly over, and I've made a goal for myself. I need to put better effort into photographing my family. So - I hope with each month that comes and goes, I'll have a post devoted to my precious beings. Because they are just that - precious. They rock my world each and every day. And they also make me totally crazy each and every day (totally crazy)... funny how each balances each other out. On any given day, we've got a few pouty lips ... so let me just show you what I'm talking about ... because life is what it is ... and I'm loving loving every minute of it ...

Here's baby Sophie, 16 months old. As I type this, "Who's my pretty baby" is playing. I remember so vividly Sophie laying on my lap as I was editing pictures while sitting at the computer with my rear in the chair, my feet on the desk, and Sophie in all her newborn newness asleep - with that song playing. Well ... as short-lived as that was, it was amazing. Ah-freaking-mazing :) She started sucking her thumb at 10 weeks, and I'm STILL loving the thumb-sucking-babe. If anyone ever comes to tell you that you should try to get your baby to stop sucking their thumb, please send them my way (unless they are in school ;). I have a scroll list of reasons as to why babies should be born with a thumb sucking gene.

So much so, that I've already invested in her orthodontic fund.

Whatev.

Here's the pouty lip Sophie. This came on like a hurricane in the middle of a calm night. Seriously. Out of the blue. I snapped this on the fly. Everything to do with photography is off, but it's life ... in the midst of it happening, and that's why I love it.

More pouty 'tude. I have the pleasure of seeing this several times a day. If something is awry - off she goes. First, she turns her back to you and looks down. Her hands go up, and she sort of twiddles her thumbs at chest level. LIPS WIDE OUT. If one looks VERY closely, they'd see her shoulders rising and falling - indicating deep breathing is happening. And that not only indicates deep breathing. You're very close to hurricane status. So brace yourself.

Moving on. Here's Brock, three-and-a-half. Apparently, the harder you cross your arms, the more serious you are. I accidentally touched his hair when he was walking by.

Yes. It was that big of a deal.

I'll be more careful from now on.

The other day he was upset with me because I didn't realize that it was "serious" when his stickers wouldn't stick. Life IS a big deal. I understand that now.

And so, because it makes my goofy heart happy - here's that three-and-a-half-year-old-bum in skinny jeans. Can I help it? I'm his mom, and I think his cute little tushy is to die for :) He lost his mind when he heard the shutter snap with this shot. We're working on the snap-showy-ness of things.

He still loves his mama though. I hear it in the evening, when he's tired beyond all get-out (and Rod's not home), "Ma, lay down me...".

Melts my heart every time.

And so I don't leave anyone out ... here's pouty Tatum. She was REALLY upset with me, because I wouldn't tell her what colors to color her kindergarten school work. She showed me just how much, and didn't even change her tune when I showed her what the picture looked like.

She's showing me that side again as we speak ... it's wierd, because she feels funny - "every time I blink". It's late, and she doesn't want to sleep.

And there is nothing in her eye's (I'm a nurse, so I checked 'em good).

This is Jasper.

She was seven years old. We found out as a family what profound loss feels like this week. To say Tatum loved this cat would be an understatement. Rod and I got our two cats before we had kids, so she was definitely a part of our family.

Even if I complained about her every day.

I went to work February 17 at three p.m and all was well. I came home, went to bed, and Rod woke me at 6:45 a.m. telling me "I don't think Jasper is doing so well...". I flew downstairs, and he was right. Within minutes, we were ready to take her to the vet, which was 45 minutes away.

She died 10 minutes away from the doctor.

We've gone from gut-wrenching heartbreak, to being sad with the noticable abscence of Jasper. The personable cat. If you were ever at our house, you most certainly met Jasper ... the big grey cat.

The doctor said it was Mesenteric Torsion. The odds are similar to that of being struck by lightning, so she said.

Here are three cards made by Tatum, my nephew Ryder, and my niece Emily. It's still strange around here, but we're doing ok. Our other cat, Jevity, is still having a hard time. She wanders aimlessly. In the night she walks, and howls. It breaks my heart.

And because I like to end on a good note, here's my Brock again from a couple weeks ago :)

Beautiful Levy

2010-02-17T12:06:00.003-07:00

Levy married a good childhood friend of Rod's two years ago, and they are expecting their first baby who is due to arrive in less than a month's time. She is beautiful inside and out. Patient, and kind are two words that quickly come to mind. She has class. Bigtime. I guess that's what happens when you spend 11 years of your life loving your career as a Wedding Planner in the Philippines. Umm, how cool would that be? Cheers to you, Levy, and your growing family :)

Hello World Wide Web

2010-02-01T22:05:00.002-07:00

How are you? Good? I hope so!!! I really do :)

Things are busy around here. The little lives of the three Higa children are awesome and amazing, daily. And messy :)

I'm gearing up for some photography! I wanted to pop on to say hello - with Brock's help (willing, and then not so willing). I've got a picture in my mind of a wall I want to do up in our home, that will hold some high key black and white's of our kids ... so I'm off to the races, and running ... finally. Big plans for tomorrow. I always have big plans for 'tomorrow', which usually consist of laundry, and dusting, etc. But TOMORROW, I have big plans. Tatum's coming out to play :)

Patience, my precious butterfly, patience...

2009-11-06T23:51:00.004-07:00

...is what I keep telling myself. I'm sitting on something that is soooooo exciting! I'm giddy like a school girl, and I can't wait to share! Cross your fingers for me that the stars keep aligning. Better yet - send off a little prayer, that I am taking away the message that is intended for me to take away. I, uh, tend to get a little carried away sometimes ;)

Until then, here's the sweetest Penny Bleu ...

An honest attempt...

2009-11-05T16:51:00.003-07:00

...at a photo shoot with my kids. GOOD GRIEF! Kyla came along with three of the four of her gang, and she said she does a photo shoot with her kids ev-er-y day. Not me. And the reason is simple. They're CRAZY. They don't listen to me. They either make obnoxious faces OR give me the vasoline smile. They also don't listen to me. What? I already said that? Alrighty. Well - here it is, in all it's glory ;)

I had the camera adjusted so Tatum could have her revenge on me, and this is what she came up with. Brock tried too, but he was getting ready to pitch the camera when he couldn't hoist it up AND see through the itty, bitty hole to take that shot.

Last but not least - we did a bit of hoochin' up. Why not?!

Here I am!

2009-11-04T21:33:00.004-07:00

(...rock you like a hurricane! ... from Azure Ray -last post- to The Scorpions, couldn't resist, sorry).

I miss my blog! Right off the bat, I need to send a shout out to all the wonderful people who took the time to read my last post, and particularly those who left a comment on my blog, and the BEAUTIFUL emails I received because of it. So often, I put too much out - but it never fails - the times I feel like I've put too much out - I get soooo much more back. Thus reinforcing in my little mind, that it's good to share. Having a blog to do with what I want, has been so amazing. I have connected with people who I have never met, and each and every day I am so thankful for that :) So, THANK YOU :)

Well!! I'm happy, healthy, and kicking!! And what a whirl-wind month it's been :) I've been back at work for a month, and it's starting to feel familiar again - and that's so exciting!! For those of you who don't know, I'm an emerg. nurse, and returning to work from a year long maternity leave Right. Smack. In. The. Thick. of everything H1N1 has been nothing less than interesting. And, because it's the talk of the WORLD - incase you're wondering - YES! My family has had both the seasonal, and H1N1 vac's. And I'm STOKED about that. Period.

Since I last left off, I have jumped back into the working-out-of-home routine. It was tough at first, easier as time goes on. The co-worker catch-ups, the patient's, the work, the paycheck ... it's all good! I am so fortunate to have such an amazing job, that touches so many. And on the homefront? We're all totally great :) I found an amazing babysitter. THAT DRIVES. And she, I'm convinced, was sent straight from God, for me to meet. My stress level went from a 10 to a 1. What else? I'm a school mom! Tatum, jiving with the kindergarten routine blows my mind. She's reading bits here and there. A whole 'nother post to come soon about the school bullying thing (nothing to fear, don't worry) ... but just so you know - I'll be the biggest advocate for my kids - and against school bullying - that the world will ever see. Mark. My. Words. I'm a passionate person, what can I say? :) Sweet Tatum learned how to tie her shoes yesterday. In ten minutes flat. She rocks.

Brock is growing into a big brother since Tatum's been at school! He's so cute with Sophie (*when Tatum's at school*), all helpful, and stuff. When Tatum get's home, he's connected to her hip :) It's been good for him and I to spend some time together. We've had our, ahem - *challenges* together. He's a tad strong minded. And I've heard I'm the same? Well, whatev. We're awesome ;) That being said, if there's anyone out there who can help me with the whole bending-down-to-eye-level-thing and asking said child to do something and the response is "ohhhh-KKKKKKKKKKAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!" so intensly that my hair is blown straight back from my face, that would be great. Thanks.

Baby Sophie? She's amazing. Why talk much, when you can growl? She's a growler. And she learned how to crawl down the stairs backwards tonight. She - along with the other two, rock my world each and every day. Life is more challenging than I can ever remember, that much is true. I was driving the other day, and my brother had switched the radio station to country music. Garth Brooks came on. I used to LOVE country, and I believe quite honestly that I'd still be able to rock the dance floor with my mean two-stepping skills (ha!). I'll always love Garth Brooks. Standing Outside The Fire was on. It brought goose-bumps to my arms, a smile to my face, and more pep to my step than a handful off coffee beans could do to an empty stomach. I was blaring at the top of my lungs:

"Life is not tried it is merely survived
If you're standing outside the fire"

Don't ever lose hope. Work hard for what you want. And ... don't forget to LIVE!!! Before you check out the video, be sure to turn the volume down on my red music playlist to the left (the volume slider is on the top right of the red box).

To finish off, here's a picture of our sweet Sophie from today. She dropped into the four of our lives, and makes us rock it like a family of five every day. And we love it!

the end of a chapter, the start of a new

2009-10-01T21:29:00.003-06:00

As I sit here at my computer, listening to Azure Ray - where I've spent countless hours over the last year - it seems only fitting, that here I should sit - as I close out the end of my year long maternity leave.

I know it might seem petty - to be so subdued about returning to work, but really - it's more than that - it's the end of great chapter. This is likely the last year away from my work as a nurse (albeit I only work part time), to spend with my babies. To manage life, right from here. Home. All the time. Every morning - see their sweet faces as they wake, and every night - tuck them into bed, and most often - lay with them until they are safe asleep in that wonderful land. There is nothing in the world that would be able to help me put into words how profound that is to me. Nothing.

As a girl, I would always claim that I 'knew' I wanted three or four kids. That thought went on throughout my early adult life ... and was the same as my husbands, we discovered once we had met. Eventually we had two beautiful babies, Tatum and Brock - but it always felt like there was something more for our family, that we didn't yet have. We continually tossed the idea around after Brock was born, about a third. I would go through months of thinking "YES! Let's do it!!" ... and then quickly become overwhelmed with life ... and think "oy ... not so sure". At some point we had decided that we would start to try for our precious third baby in January. Once we had decided - I had a meltdown - and everything inside of me screamed "NOOOOO!".

We didn't try.

I trusted my gut, and resorted to hardcore prayer ... every night. Often I'd fall asleep praying ... asking if we were good enough, if we had what it took ... if we were meant to be blessed with another baby. At the end of that month, I will never forget the calm, peaceful feeling that over took my heart and soul. We were ready. I felt we had the go ahead. I knew we could do it.

As with all three kids - we were blessed to conceive the very first month. Still to this day, I'm greatful for that. But throughout my pregnancy with Sophie - I wavered - I was happy - and then terrified. I was so scared we had made a mistake, and were bringing into the world something beautiful, that we couldn't handle. It was a terrible feeling that I carried throughout the nine months, off and on. As Sophie was a booked c-section, I remember driving myself to the hospital early in the morning, it was dark out. The streets were bare, except for my vehicle. Rod would wait at home - and bring Tatum and Brock to my mom's, and then meet me at the hospital.

Driving slowly, I felt a kick to the bottom left side of my abdomen. I reached across with my right hand, and knew full well it was the foot. Of my baby. I was overcome with a deep sadness that I wasn't filled with eternal joy, that in a few short hours I would meet our sweet baby number three. Gut-wrenching horror, that I wasn't thrilled that I was going to be a new momma of a happy and healthy baby. I was a pathetic 'mother' who felt no attachment.

I turned into the hospital. The hospital that I work at - and call my co-workers friends. I checked in, signed on the dotted line. As I was lead to my room, she carried my bag for me down the long quiet hall that I had walked a thousand times. Thankfully, she let me walk in silence. We reached my room - and she transferred me over to the other nurses. We went over what would need to be done in the next 60 minutes, and it got done. I was so greatful to be in the hands of friends, really, there is no experience like having your co-workers care for you.

Wondering what do do next - as I had 30 minutes to wait until they called on us. I pulled out the three leather bound journals Rod had bought me for each child. I decided to write in Sophie's first ... though we didn't know she was going to be a 'Sophie' - I was convinced we were having a boy. Soon - it was time to go. Rod arrived just in time, with the news that he had safely stowed Tatum and Brock with my mom ... along with their gift - each got a digital camera to be opened with my mom - that they would bring to the hospital. I had told Tatum that I was so excited that she would get to hold the baby before me. I was rolled off to the OR - I had worked there casually - so I knew well the drill. As it came time for my spinal, the anesthetist whom I adore almost above all others, graced me with his angelic smile. He had returned within a couple weeks of us arriving from a leave of his own. He had just conquered cancer. He is amazing, and is forever etched into my soul.

The machines were performing as normal, and the chit-chat among the OR was routine. I was nervous, even shaking. Behind the blue drape that separated my glance from my shoulders to my abdomen, was Rod - sitting beside me, holding my hand, that was strapped to a black padded board. The other arm was lent to a blood pressure cuff inflating every five minutes. The beep signifying the beat of my heart was in the distance, be it three feet from my head. I knew the sounds of the equipment, the meaning of their use, and I was greatful to be in such competent and loving care. I felt the eventual prodding, and knew what exactly what happening. They were getting a grasp on my sweet baby, they had entered that part of my tummy. Soon - I heard the heavenly sound of one of my most respected doctors telling us that we had a girl. I was blown away - and as I had tears streaming down the sides of my cheeks - not able to wipe them away, or touch my new baby - both arms secured to boards outstretched - I heard Rod's shakey voice repeat softly "it's a girl". That's the first time I've ever heard his voice quiver. Ever. A healthy baby girl left the OR with Rod moments later, soon to be joined with her brother and sister, my sister and both grandmas.

It's true what they say. You have room in your heart for one more. Sophia - Sophie - is one more, and we have made room. Our family is amazing. We're strong, healthy, and thankful for everything we have.

A year ago - nearly - I wrote a post. With a baby on my chest. Today - the last day of my maternity leave, I awoke with Brock beside me in our bed. Not unusual, more like a regular occurance. I was awake, and he didn't know it ... I had heard Sophie stirring. He started to stir, somehow he knows when I'm about to leave the bed. He sat up - his eyes still asleep, and said "I want to give you a hug.". My heart about died. Before it got revved up for the day. He is such a daddy's boy ... and for those to be his first words, and action, I was overflowing. By the time our hug was finished, I floated out of bed and down the hallway. Into Sophies room I went. She was sitting in her crib, looking straight at the door. Everytime I walk into her room, my heart bounces, and then stops. I don't know what it is about her - but she takes my breath away - and makes me thank God each and every time. She's beautiful. I can't imagine why I needed to go through my pregnancy disconnected with her. But it's come around full circle - and I. am. connected. with. her. She has completed my life. I scooped her up, and brought her to our rocking chair that I routinely nurse her in. As I was nursing her, the door opened, and in came Tatum. She had on a smile straight from Heaven. Before me, she kissed Sophie. Who stopped nursing, and was grinning from ear to ear at the sight of her sister. She then kissed me, and again - my world stopped. She is so amazingly beautiful, and loving, and caring. I don't know how I am deserving of such beauty, but apparently, I am. The big kids went fishing with Rod for the day - and Sophie and I hung out together.

Evening came. A year ago - I was so severly nervous of disrupting the big kids' life with a new baby. When Sophie came home, one of the posts I made that sticks out in my mind, was one where I wrote about nothing other than the sounds of the clicking of the keyboard, the ticking of the clock on the wall, and the beautiful baby breathing on my chest ringing in my mind. Well, incidentally, the evening played out a little differently tonight. They bathed. And then I started with the littlest first, as usual. I dressed beautiful Sophie in Brock's old jammies, and rocked and nursed her. She looked deep into my eyes, reaching her pudgy little hand up to my mouth. When I kissed the tips of her fingers, she smiled. She rubbed my chest when I stopped, and nuzzled her head into my arm. I can only recall one night since she's been born that I haven't put her to bed. It brings tears to my eyes. My job is working evenings, and this weekend, I won't be putting them to bed.

When Sophie was into her crib, I turned on the music that Brock surrendered a week ago to her. She waved to me, I left smiling saying "mommy loves you", closed the door, and turned the bathroom fan on. I walked into the big kids room, we read a book - Charlottes Web - and Brock turned the light out; his job. Tatum wanted to sleep in Brocks bottom bunk, because it's warmer. She was by the wall, Brock in the middle, and I on the outside. I was turned on my right side, with my left leg stretched over so that Tatum's and mine were inter-twinned. My right arm spanned under the pillows. I had Brock completely encompassed; his little three year old body was curved with mine, and my right hand coming out under the pillows able to brush his face, and his left hand holding my arm - with the hand that was holding Tatum's. Every single appendage I had was attached to them.

My dad - Wilf Kinney - who was an amazing man in his own right - loved music. And he loved to write and draw. He loved his family above all else. One of the songs that he wrote, and finished in Seattle, had the words " ... together in this universe, we are as one ...". That is true. I've come full circle this year. From thinking I'm taking away from my big kids lives, to realizing that I'm giving to them. That's huge to me.

October is a big month in our family. October 12th is the 20th anniversary of my beautiful dad's death. October 15th is my amazingly beautiful mom's birthday - she was widowed three days before her 35th birthday. And October 16th is Sophia Jinsei's birthday. It's all bitter sweet ... fall season, with the sugar beet harvest in full swing, rendering it impossible for us to lavish in one event without remembering the others.

I don't imagine many have got to the end of this post - but if you have - bless your heart :) I'm going to complete it with a picture of my sweet third baby, the reason of my third maternity leave, coming towards her special momma. Good Lord - have I got it good?!

my beautiful babies

2009-09-27T23:42:00.002-06:00

Yeesh! It's been so long since I've blogged (aside from the post below this one), that I almost forgot how much FUN it is! I do believe this is the FIRST time I've done a little session, edited, and POSTED pictures of all THREE of our kids! I was so looking forward to this - SOOOO looking forward to it! All too often, what I really want gets neglected (photo's of our kids, say) ... and it feels so good to finally put it on on the menu for the day!

I have officially been off work for a year ... and due to go back this week (ack!). While I'm a bit sad about that (and nervous!), I am so very greatful that here in Canada we are blessed with a year long maternity leave. There is no denying it's been one of the more busy years of my life (heh, do ya think?!) - but I feel like it's been a fabulous one. We've had ups and downs, snuggles, tears, a few door slams (not from me - the kids, lol), a trip to emergency, dress up days, plays, plays, and more plays, and more belly laughs than I've had in my lifetime. And I've had the opportunity to watch them grow, right here, in our home.

And so begins the next chapter of our life. While I find most days a challenge to do what I need to do, I'm going to add my nursing job to the mix :) I'm so fortunate that I have a job that I love, in some ways it feels like it's my duty ... to do what I can to help keep my loved ones safe. Our beautiful babies are growing up - Tatum is now 5, Brock is 3, and Sophie will be a year on October 16th. Amazing. Rod - the dear saint! - was working the night shift last night, and was kind enough to stay up this morning (which turned into the entire day, oops!) to come with me to help out. Thank you - because it helped that the kids had you around while I tried to capture a bit of what we love, although it didn't quite go as planned ... but does it ever?

2009-09-25T23:23:00.002-06:00

Ohhh I so hate to say that I'm one of 'those' friends! I am guilty {always} of leaving my friends until last. And it really shouldn't be that way! I'm so thankful they take me as I am :) I did these ages ago ... AGES ago ... but am just getting around to editing my favorites. Mom and baby are both doing amazing ... I'm happy to report :)

When I did my initial blog post about Kyla's session - did you notice her boots? Pure awesomeness.

She brought the coolest things with her. I had this finished version in my head when I snapped the photo ... I love it. Kills me.

Ummm ... Rrrraaarrrrrr! HELLO. What a hottie momma to four.

And here she is. She looks the same, but different now ... so much bigger!

The WHOLE Sha-Bang!

2009-08-18T16:16:00.003-06:00

I've photographed this family a few times, but this is the first time the WHOLE family was present - so we were excited!

We started our day with the session, and I love, love, LOVE, morning sessions! We bonked around here, and there, all within the same area, and at one point everyone was crouching in the ditch commando style - hiding from oncoming cars (lol! If the cars didn't see the people, I can only imagine what they thought I was doing there standing ... with my camera ... on the road, taking pictures of random bush). Thankfully, I have dad to blame that idea on, as the kids already think I'm crazy! We had to kick things up a notch at the end of the session - and I have a few shots of Janna in a blurr - Edward Cullin style - running in and out of the frame making the sweet babes laugh. She laughed, but the shots are not attached ... she's barely recognizable :)

Meet The Carvers

2009-08-15T11:01:00.004-06:00

They wanted to do an early morning session behind their house in the beautiful barley field. So for kicks, the fam and I headed out to their house the morning before our session (Tim Horton's in hand!) to check out how the sun would fall at that time of day. I pulled up - decided I would spend my evening praying for cloud :) And then there was that pivot, ever so slowly chugging away ...

I arrived the next morning, excited (and thankful!) because it was cloudy! That darn pivot did exactly what it was supposed to do, and in doing so, mucked with our plans (as Rod said it would ;) to use that portion of the field as our backdrop. No problem, really, because grandma and grandpa lived only a hop, skip, and a jump away - so that's where we headed - and it was awesome! The sun reared it's big beautiful brightness after all, which was good - because the mosquitos decided to hunker down and leave me alone after that :)

Stephanie and Jonathan - The Wedding

2009-08-08T21:29:00.003-06:00

Well the post has finally surfaced! I've gotten to enjoy the company of Kyla while shooting a wedding, I can't believe I ever did it on my own.

And let me tell you I will never do it alone again.

Eva.

We work well together, and I remember at one point during the ceremony, I was ducking down in front of center stage, and she was off to the left side. A big thing was happening, and I wanted to be able to capture their beautiful parents' faces while it was happening. As if she could hear my thoughts, she turned and looked at me. I nodded my head this way, and that, to indicate the parents on either side of me, and with a confirming nod and a serious face - she went to town. It was hilarious! Nine hundred months pregnant to boot :)

We enjoyed our time with you all! Thanks for being so patient while waiting for me to get this up. While it's fun to have some back up - it's a lot of extra work - because the images Kyla took are FABULOUS! Enjoy!!

Kyla hung back, to catch up with the girls when they arrived at the church. Beautiful Steph, always smiling. She's gorgeous, inside and out.

The ceremony was lovely! I almost couldn't contain myself watching the two of them. Stephanie hung on every word Jonathan spoke, and at one point she was actually leaning into him while he was talking. I snapped a photo during prayer. She was swaying side to side, so totally in the moment that she wouldn't have even noticed she was doing to. In love, and completely devoted to one another.

I realize this is a lot of images. I had to do it collage style, there were too many to choose from! The middle group picture came straight from Kyla's camera. Turns out, it's only like MY MOST FAVORITE image from the bazillion we captured that day. She takes credit for a couple more in this set as well - she was on FIRE that day :) ETA: I'm sorry your hair is *shudder* GREEN in the bottom photo second to the left ... it isn't really like that! Scouts honor.

Best of luck to you both. So much love, health and utter joy wished to you!

oh my aching OVARIES!

2009-07-23T23:33:00.003-06:00

No kidding - pang-sha-pang-pang! Most often these days my 'mommy-hood' feeling is complete. And then I get called to meet this baby sweetness. I'm knocked off my track again ... the the jury is once again out.

I couldn't narrow down what to post. I wanted to post the WHOLE session. We started early, she was a DREAM baby, (no kidding, not a schmidge of 'makin' ya feel good' here ... she was amazing), the light was beautiful, the location was awesome. There wasn't even any fussing! (Except when mom and dad would hold her hand to walk together ... little miss independent ...). We finished just as it was time for her to head on home for a nap. She is one of my ALL TIME favorites, and I so totally hope I get to photograph you all again, I had a wonderful morning!

Kyla

2009-07-20T22:52:00.002-06:00

She showed up with cheeky boots. And fabulous hats. And scarves. Dresses. I knew it was going to be my dream session. And it was.

Those of you who stop by my blog from time to time surely know of Kyla. Three times we made an attempt to capture her now 38 week baby belly, twice the weather thought better of the idea. This day though, we got lucky - it was the perfect setting. I left my house after the big kids were ready for bed, and baby Sophie already happily in dreamland. The sun was shining, the temperature warm, and the rains from the days prior left behind a wonderful humidity. I arrived early, and sat in silence, reflecting on all that has blessed my life. And that has been plenty. The only sounds, were that of the vehicles on the highway way off in the distance.

Kyla arrived, and we tucked ourselved in a quiet corner of the woods. Peaceful serenity. We talked like old friends, laughed at each other, remarked at the beauty of the sun, and enjoyed an intimate photo session capturing one of the classiest ladies I'm pleased to know. Thank you, Kyla - my dear friend - for allowing me to do this, I hope you're happy with what we came up with .... and these are just a few :)

Quiet.

2009-07-12T20:42:00.003-06:00

Somehow the day before the wedding I stumbled upon an image that spoke to me. Made me stop dead in my tracks and stare. It was a candid shot of a groom and perhaps his bestman, bowing their heads in prayer. If I could remember the photographer - I would post her site - because credit is most definitely due, but I can't...

Kyla and I shot a wedding yesterday, with the most amazing bride and groom. Over the last nine months, I feel I've become very close to them. They've become friends of mine. They've been in my house, met my family, and without a doubt I would have them over for dinner. I was so excited for their wedding day to come, and now that it's come and gone, the day after is here already ... I can say with most sincerity, I'm going to miss being in such close contact with them. They are amazing. A match most perfectly made. They ooze sweet goodness from every pore, untintentionally. Because that's just what they do.

While waiting in the sanctuary, with all the guests seated, I looked down the hallway where the groom and his men were. Lead for a moment by the Pastor, all heads were bowed. The hair on my arms stood up, my chest radiated warmth beginning from my heart, and I snapped the shutter. From that moment on, I felt at ease, and I knew in my heart that their day was blessed, as was the rest of ours.

I will post a full sneak peek shortly, but I had to send this one out the door the first moment I had the opportunity.

lead by example

2009-07-09T22:45:00.003-06:00

I want to live my life to the fullest, and lead by example. I'm by no means close to great. Not by a long shot, and I don't expect to be. I fall short of it in so many ways, each and every day. But you know what? That's ok. Imperfection is what makes us great, and stronger. I'm thankful for the opportunities I've been given, and that includes the opportunity to fail. I belive some of life's greatest lessons are learned through failure. Whatever makes us grow and become a stronger person, is a good thing. You have to love yourself. And that's the bottom line.

Lead by example. That's huge. It's a mature concept. And I'm just getting it, I'm 32 years old. You can't fake happiness. And my heart is telling me you can't sneak it in, in a five minute 'down time' snuggle, and think it will have profound effect. Two very important pieces have to be present - your heart AND your mind.

I had a wonderful evening with the girls last night (Kyla, Shannon, and TJ) and the topic of 'life's too short' came up. Our ears perked up as we each contributed our thoughts. We each agreed on the importance of capturing the togetherness of a family - for the pure and simple idea that life is precious and amazing. And can be taken away. I have so few pictures of myself with our sweet kids, and I'm guilty of not capturing the same of my husband, Rod. I say I'm busy. But it's important, and I vow to do it more often. I lost my dad when I was 12, and we don't have a family portrait. I'm sure somewhere there's a photo with all of us in it - but I can't remember one with just the five of us. And we were a crazy in love family.

I want to lead by example. I want to do good for others while respecting my self, and my family. I want to value time more. More family time. More hugs without stuff weighing on my mind. Because in the end, the stuff doesn't matter.

But the hugs do.

I want to look like this one day. And I want family all around me, that smiles from their heart, and enjoys each other's company ... as this beautiful family did the day I photographed them. She's even leaning IN to him. I'm so blessed to be asked to capture these moments, they make me strive to be a better person. You know what else? The red couch? It used to belong to my grandma and grandpa, who were amazing together. She's passed away, and he has remarried, but in the day - they were great. Nothing short of amazing. I love this couch, and the memory it holds for me. I love this shot.

Quick Peak With a Long Story

2009-07-09T11:53:00.003-06:00

I was all excited to get to this photo shoot yesterday, and with an hour drive on my hands, and a session start time of 8:00am, I was pulling out of my drive way at 6:50am ... and VERY proud of myself (notoriously five minutes late generally, no matter WHAT time I get up). Rod had grabbed me the directions to get to the park, so I wouldn't have to drive so far, shaving off some travel time to boot.

I made a vital mistake though. One which I will never make again. I didn't stop for coffee at Tim Horton's. I know. It still sends shives down my spine. I suffered the wrath - which you will read about.

So, off I went, rockin' it to music - careless - and loving on the beautiful sun coming up, still low in the sky, wrapping the canola fields in warm golden colors. That made me giddy, and I smiled as I set the cruise control at 105 kms because I was peaceful and not rushing.

Seeing a sign, and deciding it must me time, I vered off the highway ... as the green little line on my map said I would eventually have to do. Unknowingly, I turned off too soon. Still all happy from my rockin'-not-rushed morning I was smiling at all the cows that were out for a morning walk (obviously had gotten out somehow, but who could blame them? it was a beautiful day!), I even slowed down for them. After driving certainly more than 11.3 kms as my map had indicated, I came upon the idea that I *might* have made a wrong turn. So, I sighed, and turned around, and headed on back - no problem! - as I left early enough I was not going to be late. I was still happy I got up at 5:30 - to enjoy the day, it sure was beautiful. So, now doubling back - still smiling, and happily waving at the farmer, who was driving behind the cows that I first passed. They had been found, and were now walking as if they were in a marching band, headed back to the pasture - in uniform shape on the side of the road in front of the truck. It was an interesting sight. I was still happy - thinking the farmer was smiling so nice, and driving so slow, because he was enjoying the sun also, along with his coffee. Mmm, coffee.

Back onto the highway I went. Not finding another turnoff. So, I turned around AGAIN, thinking well - that MUST have been it. But it wasn't. The farmer was gone - and the cows were back at home. I was thankful, not just for them being retrieved, but so the farmer wouldn't start to wonder what I was doing. Eventually, I placed a call to Rod, who probably ancitipated me doing so. Indeed, I made a wrong turn. My path was corrected by Rod, and I was again on the right course. Somehow, I made another wrong turn. My day was starting to to take a down slide on the happy-scale. Staring at the clock (while lost) at 8:00am ... I was late. Deflated, I tried to call them to tell them my ETA. Traveling aimlessly on the gravel roads, crossing texas gates, and two more calls to Rod, I was FINALLY pulling into the park ... THIRTY MINUTES LATE. With my head hung low, I plead my case and begged for forgivenss. It was a rocky start, and most certainly not a good first impression ... but it was what it was. I nearly kissed their feet, but thought that would bring their first impression of me down, even lower.

But we did it! And thank you again for your patience (and the coffee ... they brought me Tim Horton's coffee! ... which I didn't get to drink until my drive home ... it was luke warm, and nothing less than delicious!). I was again, in good spirits for the drive home ... and I didn't get lost! :)

Taz, the dog. All of 9 inches tall, and very angry with me for being late. The fact that I loaded the red couch into my truck myself that morning, bore nothing.

A nursing momma - trying to buy us a quick minute with the bottle ;)

Some Housekeeping

2009-07-04T22:03:00.005-06:00

I need to take a quick second and post a few housekeeping items while they're on my mind (won't stay for long ... nothing seems to these days *sigh*).

First up to bat - I am full for the summer (I'm full on chocolate chip cookies too at the moment ;). Thank you so very much to those of you who have let me have the pleasure of photographing you and yours ... it still blows me away that I'm here doing this ... can you say fortunate?

Second - I want to give a big shout out to those of you who are still waiting for your gallery ... I'm working on it, and hope to wrap lots of stuff up very soon. As much as I think I can truck on through stuff at a rapid speed - it rarely works that way. So - another HUGE thank you for your patience, and allowing me to be what I do best ... be a mom :) I'll contact you the second I have them finished.

Third - I'm due back to my 'real' job this coming October. And that means now that it's already JULY - I've only got two full months left (August, September) to enjoy my 'time off' (ha! or whatever you call it;). I am leaving my schedule closed for photography now until likely November. I need to wrap my head around the idea of going back to work, and being a nurse in the emergency department, there are a few things I have to study for to get back up to snuff. I still need to find a babysitter for my three monkeys (any takers? seriously ... I'm at a loss ... ) Most importantly, I am desperate to love on my three itty-bitty babes ... Tatum is FIVE now, Brock will be THREE next month, and baby Sophie is 8.5 months already ... ALREADY! Life is fast, and amazing around here, so I've listened to my heart ... and I'm going to wrap up what I've got scheduled, and soak up all the kisses, thumb-er-wars, night-time snuggles, and try to figure out how to curb the battles between the sibs. Thanks for understanding - it puts a smile to my face!

I'm still busy for July and a little in August, so keep coming back, I'll continue to update. And come NOVEMBER - get ready - I'll do as I did last time and kick it off with something awesome :) So - here's a picture of beautiful Kyla for the post from a fun spec of a session we attempted tonight ... the weather turned sour, so we had to cut it short. We have BIG plans to hook up again soon - so stay tuned - stay put baby!

Jenn & Adam

2009-07-01T19:00:00.004-06:00

We thought we'd head out around supper time and battle the full on sun the other day. It was a challenge to say the least! So here we were - surrounded by beautiful scenery, enjoying the company of one another, and busy trying to capture some family time together. Whilst battling my camera, and the full HIGH sun, I was snapping away at this beautiful little family, forgive the halo's ... my time was cut short:

Turns out we weren't the only ones on that log. Mr. Snakey-snake decided to show up and act all tough by hissing (scared the life out of Jenn, so I got busy cat-calling her from a distance). While somewhat disruptive, it was entertaining! Before we left his home, Adam turned all Indiana Jones on us, and took care of business - protecting his wife and children (note: that means he gently put the snake on the ground, it was unharmed :) I thought I would take a few snappies of him - and what beady little eyes he has ... oye ...

I'm pretty sure Mr. Snakey-snake just said "Ack!"

And here - I'm pretty convinced he's frowning at us. Not happy with us. I think he was feeling a little threatened.

After we shook off the heeby-jeebies, we headed off to another spot ;) And the rest was uneventful. Until it decided to downpour, and blow like a mother.

2009-06-24T06:43:00.002-06:00

This sweet little bundle of goodness was onto me. After our first meeting last week - I said 'uncle' and handed her over to her sweet momma, and made plans to try again for a few more images another day. She is truly a doll, just not that into pictures. Heh, that being said - I *might* have over stayed my welcome the first day. Ok, I *defintely* overstayed my welcome the second time.

I brought Kyla with me, figuring more hands are better, and grandma came too. But the only one who could do anything right, was her precious beautiful momma. From across the room, she'd gently say "Sshhhh..." and the baby would settle right down. There is nothing like a mom's love for her baby, and the baby's trust ... that her momma will keep her safe, and make it all go away ...

And we did go away ... but not as soon as we should have ;)

one last sneak peek

2009-06-16T02:22:00.002-06:00

... because I'm being cheeky now. It's 3:09 AM(!!) and what the heck am I still doing up. I've had my behind glued to the computer chair for hours now - so I'm not sure I'll be able to move even if I want to :) I will never EVER understand why when *I* am awake - my children sleep. But when I am *sleeping* they are awake. It's one of life's largest mysteries to me. Sure as toot - come something after six, in they'll roll (and somewhere in between now and then baby Sophie will decide she's hungry, and Brock will saunter down the hall in his sleepy state to climb over me and flop into the middle of our bed - because that's how HE rolls...).

But alas - this post is to celebrate being caught up (nearly) on my blog posts (website is suffering MISERABLY). I still have lots of editing to finish the sessions up - but at least you've got a little sumpin'-sumpin' to keep ya goin' :)

farm girl at heart

2009-06-16T02:04:00.002-06:00

When her mom contacted me about senior photo's and we were discussing an appropriate location, she mentioned that she was truly a farm girl at heart. I was hemming and hawing about where would be the best place to go, and hours before our shoot Kyla and I were driving around. At the very same moment - we both set eyes on this beautiful little corner. I love it! Best of luck to you next year - and PLEASE don't forget if you need someone to practice on whilst at hair school - I can hook a girl up ;)

she's on her way

2009-06-16T01:18:00.003-06:00

With 13 good years behind her, she's taking a year off to refresh, relax, and discover where she'd like to start on the 'rest of your life' pathway. Her boyfriend of a year and some was a respectful gentleman, just as a momma would hope for her beautiful baby. Thank you for your patience with ME ... as I brought two of my beautiful babies with me for the shoot. Good luck to you, wherever life may lead you :)

freedom .... 60!

2009-06-15T23:50:00.002-06:00

The family came from far to gather for a very special occasion ... a decade marking further fabulousness to the tune of 60 years. I was called several weeks ago to come capture a bit of the family life at the farm. Manicured to their finest, the birthday gentleman AND the beautiful farm were entirely complimentary to one another. I hope your birthday celebration was wonderful - and I wish you many, many more happy, healthy years to come :)

The keepers of the farm, and the birthday boy himself:

my bff

2009-06-15T21:14:00.002-06:00

So - I just celebrated my 32 birthday on Saturday - and this is what I am able to do and understand at my ripe 'ole age...

Here's a post dedicated to one of my most favorite bff's, lol - she's just ONE of my bff's - is that possible? I hope I fully understand what bff means, because I have a few...

This one - she melts my heart. I met her in nursing school, and since then she's not only rocked MY life - but she rocks my entire family's life. Everybody I know loves Robyn. You can't help but love her, and what she stands for. She's ah-maze-ing. And my life is SO. MUCH. BETTER. for knowing her. We're a good match - and I know in the bottom of my heart our family's will put us in the same nursing home when we get old, at least I hope they do. We'll be better off if we get to share a room (and a bottle of wine) together. If you ever want to meet her - just let me know and I'll hook ya up ;)

Here's a new template I've got for some fancy-schmancy albums ... enjoy!

Well, I guess I didn't dazzle you like I thought I could with my funky teeny-bopper-text-talk. I still think it's pretty cool that I can say 'bff' and feel cool ;)

my amazing school bound girl

2009-06-11T23:15:00.002-06:00

Well - it's happend. Just like they said it would.

My sweet baby Tatum turned five last Saturday. Bitter sweet because she was so excited for her birthday, but it's a step in the direction of independence and maturity unlike I expected. I catch myself staring at her, trying to freeze time. I've done a good job with my 'freeze frames' thus far. Except she's smart. And she catches me staring at her. Instead of getting all sentimental with me, she shrugs and says "what?". Oh my goodness, if I only knew what becoming a mom would do to me when I first set out on this journey ... my heart nearly beats out of my chest on a daily basis. It's more amazing than I can even attempt to put into words...

And so, the birthday party went. Ummm, wow. This was the first year that we did the 'drop-off' birthday party. Rod and I manned the party, until my friend Robyn showed up. We had a. lot. of. little. five. year. old. girls plus one very special boy ... one of Tatum's most favorite friends from pre-k (and Brock). WHO LIKE TO SCREAM. For fun.

It was loud. Louder than you can imagine. My inner ear actually pangs when I think of that afternoon, loud. But you know what? They were running around laughing, smiling, and everyone was happy. In the end, we fired them through the line up for supper, cake, and treatbags. And then the doorbell rang. Again, and again. Bless their mother's heart for coming back :)

Here's my chance to show you just how Martha Stuart-ish I really am. Robyn lent me this pan she got from Williams-Sonoma for the cake, seeing how there really wasn't a theme to the party other than it was a pajama party. It was ah-maze-ing. I over-cooked the cake by a few minutes, but it was a blast to make, and the kids loved it! It was The Great Cupcake Pan, and I don't want to give it back. Tonight is the first time I've checked out their website - and I feel a purchase coming up for Brockman's birthday cake in August :)

Ugh. Ok. I have to be honest, and tell you I'm as far away from being a Martha Stuart than you could be. Darn it - it's fun to try though :)

little miss can't do wrong

2009-06-09T22:59:00.004-06:00

I can tell that time is passing me by when I look at the date of my last blog post - it's been THREE WEEKS! Thud. Rest assured I haven't been sitting on my behind twiddling my thumbs (though the thought sounds appealing after a long day). I'm three sessions behind to blog, not including a five year old birthday party for the most FABULOUS five year old I know (yep ... a wee bit biased over here). SO - without further adieu - on to why I decided to show up tonight...

These guys are personal friends of mine - the beautiful momma and I have been friends for many, many years (*choke* like over 25! I am not getting old. I am not getting old.). We headed out in the evening, and the blasted wind was roaring at it's best. I don't enjoy the wind - and short of it's ability to dry clothes on a clothes line, I don't understand it's purpose. It blows dirt in my eyes, it wreck's my already really-really-bad hair, and get's stuck in my camera stuff.

I. don't. like. the. wind.

But as luck would have it, when we were nearly finished, it stopped. Dead. After blowing like a mother all afternoon, it suddenly became as calm as could be. Not a breeze. Not a whisper. Every hair on my by-now-horribly-wind-blown-even-badder-than-before-bad-hair stayed put. So what did I do? Drag them all out to the field again for a few more?

... but of COURSE!

Oh, and you know what? She really can't do wrong. Ever.

2009-05-17T23:03:00.007-06:00

I hung a left and pulled into town. Drove a full block, and right where she said it would be, was the little white house on the corner. With the big green tree in front. Complete with white picket fence.

Perfect and peaceful.

I parked my truck, and got out to start my walk to the door. I wasn't more than 10 feet from my vehicle when she stepped out the side door, said "hey Ang!" and greeted me with the warm smile only the most genuine of people can greet a person with. As I rounded the corner to go through the arch way that was over the entrance gate I couldn't help but notice the little boy toys. And the beautiful little flower garden that was already in bloom. Perfect harmony of motherhood and child. A smile spread across my face, and I let in one of those fantastically cleansing deep breaths. The kind that is good for the soul, and makes you feel like you're in a place worth living. I'm so blessed to do what I love.

And this is what I was greeted with next. Bless her heart :-)

Tara

2009-05-06T20:48:00.003-06:00

Thirteen years of real world preparation has rounded it's final corner. The end is near, and within a matter of weeks freedom is hers to behold. Basking in the privalege to be unsure, plans for the future will take time to unfold. With a smile on her face, and boyfriend by her side, she held her head high and proudly announced she plans to stay home for now. I know her mom personally, and how close they are. I think she's making a wonderful decision. Life forces us all-too-quickly to grow up. Dorothy once said, 'there is no place like home'. She was right.

With the weight of the world and light of the sun upon her, there is no telling what the future holds. There is one thing for certain though. Your gleaming eyes, and genuine smile will melt anyone and everyone around you. Especially that sweet guy next to you.

Tayler

2009-05-03T01:07:00.012-06:00

She was eight years old when I met her. That was ten years ago. And suddenly she is 18, graduating high school, and the world - her oyster. She's elegant, beautiful, and has high-heel's mastered. She's funny, genuine, and witty. Her name is Tayler ... and she's simply gorgeous, from the inside out.

Now that you're ready to take the world by storm, be true to you, and stay fabulous. Rock on, Tay :-)

two worlds collide

2009-04-19T14:50:00.004-06:00

She is an esthetician. He is studying business in college. And six months ago their worlds collided. The kind of collision that sets you in a tailspin. Where you forget things, and you become clumsy, because every minute of every day is consumed with thoughts of each other. His friends noticed a change. Her friends noticed a change. Logan and Sarah were in love.

Kyla and I had the blessed opportunity to spend the afternoon with these beautiful people. We watched their happiness unfold as they walked out of the church and onto the grass, and began the rest of their lives together. Logan, keep those loving eyes for Sarah. And Sarah - stay the beautiful free floating rockstar of a spirit that you are.

Edited to add - I knew I was going to have to add to the set! These next few were captured by Kyla and I adore them :-)

Layla

2009-04-14T21:36:00.002-06:00

Little Layla's mom and I have been fantastic friends for twenty-seven years. Twenty-seven years. We met in kindergarden, and have stayed connected ever since. We've been through jelly-shoes and puberty, back-combed bangs and nkotb (baby!), slumber-parties and arguments, maturing and starting our own families ... all together. She can make me laugh like nobody else, she has the WORLD's nicest handwriting, and she stood by my side to help me through one of the most difficult times of my life - losing my father. She's one of the best, and I know until the day I die - and maybe even beyond - she'll be there for me, and I for her.

Here is her precious third baby, Layla. She is full of spunk, and everything else good that little girls should be. She smiles. A lot. And it's beautiful. Happy six months, baby girl :-)

I had her eye's for a moment ...

then her beautiful momma stole her heart :-)

the stuff that makes me smile

2009-04-08T18:39:00.005-06:00

It makes my heart happy to share with you what makes me smile. Photography has been such a wonderful addition to my life in many ways. Primarily - it has permanently placed a lens to my face, which I am blessed to see through daily. I believe it is a portway to my soul ... the images I capture of others ... are a way that I can express what is important to me. They say 'a picture is worth a thousand words' ... my goal ... to go deeper than the picture, and show you the rest of the story...

These images make me smile. They make me love my family intensely. They show what is important in life.

Family.

there is no home like the one you've got...

2009-04-06T22:15:00.003-06:00

'cause that home be-lo-ongs to you-eww'... Have you SEEN Bolt? Oh. my. stars. It's a must see. I love John Travolta, and he's the darling little poochie-pooch voice in the movie. In fact - before you read on - head to the left side of my blog - see the little red music box? Scroll down until you get to the song 'Barking at the Moon' and click it. I'll give ya a sec....

got it?

Ok. Groovy. Anyhoo - the session tonight was for a couple of darling sisters and their 10 week old miniature schnauzer. Trigger, what a dude. But I had to bite my tongue at all the times I almost called him 'Cheeko'. A handsome little mister. And what a handful. This sweety-boy is going to rule the roost. He's sweet, furry, FUNNY, playful, young, (and he ADORED me ... can I add that here?) and has that spark in his eye ... that forshaddow-y spark that's innevitably going to lead to the furnature he is sooooooo going to destroy .... but did I say how HANDSOME he is??? It needed to be said again. And the girls adore him. But I think his new momma adores him most ;-)

Don't worry. I re-read the first line a few times once I had the music coordinated too ;-P

mom? I wanna be in the newspaper...

2009-04-06T12:54:00.002-06:00

Thanks to Kyla's boy who was in the paper last week - Tatum wanted me to hook her up with the powers that be. This is how the conversation went:

Tatum: mom?
Me: yes?
Tatum: I wanna be in the newspaper.
Me: really? why?
Tatum: Because Seth was, so can you just phone them?
Me: phone who?
Tatum: ugh. the newspaper.
Me: and what am I supposed to say?
Tatum: umm, well *shrugging* just tell them that you have a good kid, and she just wants to be in the paper ... that's all. I'm sure they will.
Me: I'm not sure it works like that.
Tatum: please, will you just take a picture, and then phone them.
----small break to take a few snappies ---
Tatum: nooooowwwwww can you phone them?
Me: how about I put your picture up on my blog instead?
Tatum: *sigh* ok. mom?
Me: yes my dear...
Tatum: well, can I just have some gum?

If I'd only have known this was an evil plot to get some gum - we'd all have been happily blowing bubbles an hour ago *sigh*. Lord love a lamb....

Summer Lovin'...

2009-04-03T00:14:00.003-06:00

She's beautiful. She's perfect. And she belongs to the most wonderfully romantic two people I've met so far. They've been together six years, married over two - and she calls him the nickname he's had since birth more than she calls him by his given name. And he smiles, and calls her hon. She answered the door full of smiles, bursting with the radiant glow that only the birth of a child can bring. Motherhood fits her like a warm fuzzy glove.

He rushed home in between his college classes, made perfect eye contact with his beautiful eternal partner, got on his knees, and kissed the new baby princess of his world.

Amazing. Intimate. My time was well spent this morning. I came home and kissed all my beautiful babies ... because that's what this does to me...

My Chunky Chika-Choo

2009-03-27T10:47:00.004-06:00

The littlest of the Higa clan ... in all her beautiful glory. So crazy about my babester ... I could eat her up ;-)

Runner Up!

2009-03-26T21:24:00.003-06:00

Whilst doing what I do best (blog admiring ... aka 'blog stalking' ;-) I stumbled on a post of a photographer in Calgary - Heather Ward - talking about a contest from a LOVELY magazine Birth of a Mother . I perused their website, and thought about it - as I sat with the big kids running around my computer chair, the baby quietly nursing ... still in my jammies, hair in it's usual dishevelled mess, a smile spread across my face as I decided 'ah, what the heck!'. I went downstairs, and poured another cup of coffee - and went to town on an email, describing a day in the life (which isn't a pitty-party ... rather a busy party!) ... and walked away smiling when I was done, thinking - 'now wouldn't that be fun!!

A little while later, I received an email from Julie Jimmieson (Director of Operations) of the magazine, informing me that I had been selected for a runner-up for their Great Mother's Day Makeover Contest!! Woot-woot! My heart skipped a beat, and I was elated! They so graciously offered me a gift certificate to Swizzlesticks Salon and Spa for a free Shampoo, Cut, and Style with a certified Stylist! Within a week - this is the beautiful piece of mail I received:

THANK YOU! I am more than excited for this ... as not only will I have fabulous hair ... but I'll have an excuse to visit one of my most favorite cities ... Calgary! I'll look forward to dropping in sometime before May 10!

Here's a shot of their website - and notice I've circled in RED where they are going to list my name ... how cool is THAT?!

A Half-Decade Tall

2009-03-22T22:09:00.006-06:00

She was a girl of few words, when spoken to by yours truly. When the camera graced our conversations, she grew even quieter. When gently spoken to by her mom, she'd perk up a wee bit, then settle back down into quiet-land. Things changed when we (read: I) decided to break into the chicken walk. Yep. You read it right. I flapped my wings, cocked my neck, strutted my stuff, and HOLLERED my loudest "buck, buck, buck, bu-cccaaaaawwwwwwww!". I'll stop at nothing.

In all her five-year-old-glory, into the wilderness we did go. The day was beautiful, but evening brought some of the all too familiar cool air, which hastened her decision not to wear grandma's new birthday dress (not her grandma's dress, but the dress her grandma bought for her). A beautiful girl, with a beautiful smile, even if she was a little stingy with it ;-)

Peek-A-Boob Nursing Cover Giveaway!

2009-03-13T18:06:00.005-06:00

I have never done something like this before on my blog - and this is for something I'm very passionate about! As a mother of three, I have been very fortunate to be able to nurse my babies ... Sophie is the third, and I have no plans to stop any time soon. It has had it's challenges, but I'm so greatful for many reasons that I have thus far been able to do so. When I first had Tatum, I was beyond uncoordinated, and the thought of nursing in public was just that - a thought. I tried once or twice, but the darn blanket I'd so sloppily slung over my shoulder would fall off, or she'd push it out of the way when she had reached the nosey-six-month-old stage. I gave up without question, and admitted defeat. I happily nursed Tatum until she was 11 months old.

When Brock came along, I was a little better, a little faster, and a wee bit more coordinated. So I decided to brave the waters once again. Until I had the blanket thing under control, I would still find a quiet corner to tuck myself into to save myself the embarrassement should the blanket fall down (invariably, it would) ... and truth be told - I still was very sensitive to other people's comfort level (or lack-there-of) with the whole nursing in public (nip ... see? look at me! I've come a long way!!) thing. I could even nurse Brock laying down (sounds so funny that I couldn't figure it out with Tatum. I don't care what anyone says ... nursing is SO not the most natural thing in the world ... it was hhaaaarrrrddddd the first time - and enormously painful!). I very happily nursed Brock until he was 17 months old :heart:

And along came Sophie. Just like riding a bike - my body could sling a blanket sideways like nobody's business. I could sling the blanket and nurse while cooking supper, while eating supper, and even while shopping at the mall! I didn't have the time (or energy) to round up the other two troups and tuck them in the corner whilst I fed the baby (I'm speaking in past tense for some reason ... this is still happening!). And then I saw a friend using a nursing cover, and then another friend. The fabrics were so cool! And they looked so stylish! When one of my friends came from Calgary for a visit, she was nearing the end of her nursing relationship with her third baby. I was then given hers ... and I was scared to use it!! But I learned how. And I love it!! I've gotten so many compliments on it ... but I have to wash it all the time ... because I only have the one ... which leads me to why I'm doing this post ;-)

If you swing on over to http://www.cutelikeme.blogspot.com (I'm SOOO sorry blogger won't link for me anymore!) you will see that is where the GIVEAWAY is coming from!!! And without further ado ... this is what they look like:

and this is where you can find them: http://www.peekaboobcovers.vox.com
Thanks for reading ... if you got this far!!!!

Template Up For Grabs!

2009-03-09T16:08:00.004-06:00

I just rattled off a couple templates, and I like how they turned out. I'll send one to the first person that either leaves a comment, or shoots an email telling me which one they like better. It's a 5X7 layered .psd ... and of COURSE fully customizable ;-) DANG it feels good to offer something up after all the freebies I've taken advantage of!!

ETA: I wanted to add that the border used in this template was a free download from Jodi at http://www.mcpactions.com (I can't get blogger to hook the link up?) that I use from time to time to display on the blog. I use SEVERAL of her actions routinely, and I LOVE them. Check out her site to see all that she does, she is amazing :-)

Thanks for checking it out!!

Was A Great Find

2009-03-09T15:54:00.003-06:00

I wanted to show a bigger version of this little house on the prairie. I love it ...

It wasn't far from where they live, it was just so. darn. cold. out. that we couldn't stay long. Drat, and double drat! It was fun while it lasted :-)

Icing On My Cake...

2009-03-08T09:50:00.003-06:00

... is what I always say about baby Sophie. She is the perfect fit for our family, and an amazing addition to which we are greatful for each and every day. Although I'm sure the few who have watched her for me may disagree to some extent (she's got the 'little-rip-gene') she is a perfectly laid back, and I'd like to think content babe. She happily chuggs along wherever it is you want to take her. That being said - crowds are a weak point right now, so I'm working my spin on desensitization therapy with her, and I'm seeing small successes ;-)

She'll be five months old in another week or so. Already. She has the perfect amount of chubb, tolerance, patience, and snuggles. She's recently found her outward giggles, which very nearly almost brings me to my knees. She adores Tatum, and is getting the courage to brave the waters of Brock ... who very much adores her. She carries on very elaborate conversations with Rod, and when she smiles at him, he can not help but start laughing that 'bubble-in-my-chest-about-to-burst-because-I'm-such-a-proud-papa' laugh. And she sleeps. All night. Unheard of in our family.

I'm off for the day - I'm going to shut the computer down, pick up the phone and call my sister to see when she can come for coffee. There is no better way to enjoy my day, than surrounded by the chaos of my kids, playing with their cousins, while I get to visit with someone very special to me. Happy Sunday :-)

Kyla took this one for us, and I love it :-)

Sweet Little Momma's Boy

2009-03-08T08:36:00.004-06:00

Ugh. I am always a sucker for the suuggles a momma gets from her baby boy. I too used to get them, still do on occassion, and without fail, it stops me dead. in. my. tracks. Every time. It's easy to put a word to Kyla's relationship with her sweet guy. Intense. He's never far from her, and her eye is always wandering to find him - not to see what kind of mischief he might have found - it's deeper than that, they have a fabulous need for togetherness.

A few weeks ago Kyla and I were out to blither on (and on, and on...) about photography (but mostly though, I have to admit, we went out for the food). We got to talking about their relationship ... and she was telling me how special his hugs are ... he'll wrap his little arms around her neck, put his face up against hers, and run his fingers through the back of her hair ... how sweet it is. Incidentally, not long after that *I* got a hug exactly like that from Brock. Oh my goodness, talk about melt my heart. I've been lucky enough to get a few now, and let me tell you - each and every time - there is nothing in the world that would make me hurry through that. Boy babies. Love 'em.

Crazy Little Thing Called Love

2009-03-07T22:24:00.006-07:00

I went trapsing across the prairies today in the blasted COLD Alberta winds, got blown sideways nearly the whole way. And what a fun, cohesive, interconnected, loving, laid-back little family unit I was honored to spend my afternoon with! But I totally knew they were going to be like that. I have been talking to Tara via email for what seems like months now, it was SO nice to finally meet her in person ... we just started shooting the breeze (appropriate choice of wording, huh? couldn't resist...) like old friends. She had asked me for a session to mark the first year of the littlest manly love in her life, and what a handsome guy he is! Curly blonde hair, and beauuuuutiful blue peepers. If you can believe it, we braved the cold (I made them ... mean, aren't I?) and headed outside. We even hopped in the truck and found the neatest little tidbit of a glorious old wooden house, that was ours to use ... once we scared the pigeons out.

I still can't believe we didn't get stuck going through the fields. I'm so positively certain I'm happy we didn't. Because even though I said I'd run back to my truck to transport the stuck troups, I really didn't want to ;-) Have you all thawed out yet? I've just recently regained the use of my fingers... It was COLD!

Thank you for a fabulous afternoon, I'd be more than happy to do it again someday!

Few More of Sweet Baby-ness

2009-03-04T22:27:00.004-07:00

I wanted to tell this sweet baby's momma that I'm almost done ... and what better way than to show her? I thought so too. I'll be in touch soon, thanks for your patience :-)

Sugar Pie, Honey Bunch

2009-02-21T19:51:00.004-07:00

I had the great pleasure to photograph this family for the third time this morning. I haven't seen them since last February when we did a newborn session for the little guy. Big sister, proud in all her four-year-old glory joined in on the fun again this time, as well as their 18 month old baby cousin from B.C. I had SO much fun! From the moment I stepped into the house, to the moment I left, the house was noisy with laughter. Everyone was laid back and HAPPY ... all we did was goof around ... and THAT in my very humble opinion is the exact recipe for a fabulous session.

We were going to start off the morning with some pictures roaming around outside, but decided to nix the idea, it was a bit chilly for the wee ones. Instead, we horsed around, made a mess, and watched them party like the rockstars they are!

big sister with her curly little rockin' locks

a very handsome little cousin, with eyes that could melt anyone or anything

and then we broke out the cupcakes. put them on a platter and set them on the floor in front of him. at first, he wasn't quite sure. 'should I grab one? CAN I grab one? what's that I hear? MOM's telling me to grab one? ok then, party on Wayne!'

but then this happened. 'so, uh ... whaddya think I should do about this little situation here ....?'

ah, but like the stories I love ... this too has a happy ending. he got his {cup}cake and got to eat it too! two of them, infact ;-)

Arrrghhh!!!!

2009-02-18T13:53:00.002-07:00

I put this together and couldn't deny myself the need to share. This was from a past session that I'm just finishing up. He really. did. honestly. wear the patch all afternoon, if not on his eye, then on his forehead. His baby sister was never too far from his one-eyed view the whole time I was there. Can you say CUTE?

Itty Bitty Baby

2009-02-17T14:28:00.001-07:00

Beautiful. Seven days old. Loved by all.

100th Post Parade!!

2009-02-08T22:25:00.006-07:00

I can't believe it! This post marks 100 for the Angie Higa Photography blog!! And what better way to spend the afternoon, but by dragging friends up and down {a few sketchy} alley ways. Couldn't have asked for a nicer day - and thanks again for carrying that chair all over the place - all for the ONE time it was sat upon ;-)

So what am I going to do to reward you for being the subjects of my one-hundredth post? I don't know yet - but I'll be sure to let you know when I decide!

My Happy Place

2009-02-05T23:55:00.003-07:00

I am so totally in my happy place, so TOTALLY. I remember well when Tatum was a baby, I would stare at her so HARD, trying to freeze time. I remember the feeling in the pit of my stomach, and trying to capture each and every moment knowing they wouldn't last - and dwelling on the idea that soon that precious little tidbit - whatever is was - would be moving on to something different ... and bigger. I didn't want her to grow up. But she is. And fast.

Now that we are raising our THIRD baby - I've learned a lot. I have learned to appreciate the moments, however fleeting they may be. I find myself enjoying the moments for what they are - beautiful little pieces of LIFE unfolding right before my very eyes. And though I think sometimes time should slow down, I'm trying to embrace the fact that it'll likely only speed up with the busy bustle of our wonderful little family world. I think I'm ok with that.

Here are some images of another sweet baby girl who came third in the birth order. With two older ADORING brothers, she is the sweet princess. Snuggled and nourished by mom, whiskery-kisses from dad, and two amazing big brothers watching over. Her life will be nothing less than fabulous.

big brother popping in ... and yes, he wore the pirate patch all afternoon - arrrgh! ;-)

Thank you so much for sharing your afternoon with me ... you have a beautiful family :)

2009-01-17T21:24:00.002-07:00

Our CRAZY cold snap has finally broken (for now!), so we didn't waste any time to take advantage of it. We've got so much snow around here, it'll be WEEKS before we have dry roads :) SO - you know that feeling you get before you do something you REALLLLLLYYYYYYY enjoy ... you know, that excited feeling - where you just KNOW you're going to nail it??? Well I had that before this session. Their mom was SO relaxed, and trusted me to do my thing - and I went. to. town. Literally [giggle]. We went uptown (or downtown? in all the years I've lived here I still don't know how to call it, guess it depends if you live on the north or south side? I dunno...), and had a blast! Tomorrow is this little hunk-of-a-two-year-old's THIRD birthday, so mom wanted me to catch a glimps of a day in the life with the man himself, and his sweet big sister :)

We started off at home, and came up with these ...

(... I think they've got a budding model on their hands, what about you??)

can you feel the love? REALLY - they were amazing together!

and of COURSE, some of this ...

Then we took it downtown (uptown?) to rock it ;-)

And then this. Can you see the scheming mind of the almost-three-year-old? Puddle? or more pictures ... puddle? or more pictures? Yeah ... I had to say 'uncle' to the puddle. I admitted defeat, and went home to dry out ;)

Burning the Midnight Oil

2009-01-16T14:27:00.002-07:00

Here's my lastest project ... and I've taken SOOOOO long to finish up (so close to being done, I can almost smell it!). I was asked to photograph a large family over Christmas, indoors (thanks to our freezing temperatures at the time). I have a FABULOUS friend who lent me her studio light (very new to me), and I don't think I could have done it without it (30+ people total *gasp!* yes, it's true!). I have a weeee bit left to do, and I'm hoping I can finish up in the next evening or two.

Thank you all so much for your patience :)

Calling All Seniors!

2009-01-14T00:23:00.003-07:00

I am opening TWO mini-session days in April for grads only. I'm SO excited to find out the grad dates tomorrow (I'm a gonna go a huntin') and once I find out - I'll post exact dates that I'm able to do the mini-sessions. There will be three spots available each day, and here's the scoop:

- The sessions fee is $45.00 for 30 minutes, per senior. Please add $15.00 per additional person if you want to group up with your friends
- You will have 10-15 images to view at your leisure on an online password protected gallery on my website for 14 days. Prints may be purchased from said gallery/website within that 14 day period
- I'm looking for some 'senior-type' sessions ... not necessarily in grad gown/tux
- I'm thinking of doing a few different locations - so you have to be open-minded ;)
- You have to be willing to have FUN!

Once I find out the graduation dates, I'll post the mini-session dates - so as not to schedule on the day of grad. I can't wait!!!!

s'no fun? naaaa ...... SNOW FUN!!!!

2009-01-14T00:00:00.004-07:00

We have been bombarded with snow as of late! All across Canada as a matter of fact. Even my poor Grandpa who lives in Victoria B.C. has been dealing with insane amounts of the white stuff ... feeling a little bad for him (and everyone else out there), he lived so many of his years in Saskatchewan putting in his snow-shovelling dues, and now having to do it in his retirement city....

Well - we on the praries - are used to it! We roll with whatever comes :) Our crescent was buried in snow - until our wonderful neighbors pulled together and shovelled each other out the other day. We live in such a great area of town, and have such perfect neighbors. Lovin' life over here in the 'upper-west' side of Taber ;)

... and here are the big dogs (the Town) coming in to finish up

... and then we got busy building the snow fort (still need to capture the finished project!)

Hello Baby Blues!

2009-01-10T17:48:00.004-07:00

Oh how my heart pangs for the sweet baby chub. I honest to goodness can't get enough of the thundrous (is that a word?) thighs of the little ones ... and desperatly hope one day society will embrace that of all females, regardless of age ;) This sweet sensation of a doll is six months old, and I hope when baby Sophie is six months old - she'll have the same dimples and rolls to the legs.

Isn't she precious? I think she was getting tired of me poking her thighs. She spent most of the morning looking at her own legs, so I know she thinks they're amazing too ...

Her mom kept telling me that she's normally SO smiley, not so serious. I'm sure it had absolutely nothing to do with me trying not to bite her thighs, or my kids constantly in her face. Nope. not. at. all.

... and serious ...

... more serious ...

a smile! see? not so serious after all ;)

Are these not the most intense baby blues you've ever seen? Me too!

Thank you for the fun morning (and lunch) ... and I'm still sorry for the chair incident ........

Voila!

2009-01-10T17:44:00.002-07:00

With a little help from my friends I've finally figured out how to post the large pictures!!! I'm super excited (and feel somewhat more cool than I did a mere five minutes ago)! So - just to give it one last test-a-roo ... here's my beautiful big kid, who loves the camera ... I know it's really hard to tell ;)

Auld Lang Syne

2009-01-01T23:03:00.008-07:00

ETA: I don't know why the right side of the picture is cut off ... but I must go to bed now to be able to somewhat function and play "train-track" at 6 a.m. ;)

I was trying to figure out why people sing this song each and every New Year's Eve at the strike of 12 ... and I'm still not exactly sure, truth be told. The lyrics are complicated! I'm 31 years old, never knew the words, and I'm prepping to bore you to tears ;)

So I delve ... and find it's a Scottish poem written by Robert Burns in 1788 ... and the lyrics here. I thought I was in trouble with just the title and meaning behind it ... this is part of the chorus as presented on that site (no wonder they say English is amongst the hardest of languages to learn):

We twa hae run about the braes,
and pou’d the gowans fine;
But we’ve wander’d mony a weary fit,
sin’ auld lang syne.

(??)

On the aforementioned website, there was another interpretation attributed to the 'courtly poet' Sir Robert Ayton (1570-1638):

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never thought upon,
The flames of love extinguished,
And freely past and gone?
Is thy kind heart now grown so cold
In that loving breast of thine,
That thou canst never once reflect
On old-long-syne

It sounds so sad! All the while I've thought that song was ringing Happy New Year! It's nearly midnight on New Years Day, I've been up since early this a.m. so maybe my brain isn't functioning as it should (EGAD!), and I've misunderstood the meaning...

At any rate - to bring in the New Year, I think I've written the most lengthy post yet. All I wanted to do was log on to wish you and yours a safe and happy new year, and I've given myself a headache ;)

Thank you for making my 2008 as wonderful as it was ... I know 2009 will be amazing! Much health, happiness, and love to you all! Here's a picture of my most cheekiest of children ... Lord love a lamb ... she's gonna need it ;)

December Thus Far (Higa Style!)

2008-12-21T23:19:00.005-07:00

I was just editing some photographs, and felt inclined to take a boo at my own family - and see what we had tucked away for December so far. Today is the shortest day of the year - and as such worthy of a post ;) I'll start from the top, and head on down through the month. Starting things off was little Brockman ... it still amazes me what can happen in the blink of an eye. Oh - and that's peanut butter incase you're wondering ;)

The rockettes ... Taber style! Don't 'cha love the little legs? And the pointed little piggies??

Brock was pretty excited to be there...

Santa Baby (... that song was really playing when I was editing ;)

my BABY ... look at how well she writes!!! *sniff*

letter writing wasn't so captivating for B-man ;)

Tatum's letter (can you see at the bottom where she told Santa that people usually call her dad 'Rod'? ... is that not stinking cute?)

Remember Elfie from our Christmas cards last year?

Ahhh ... Baby Sophie ... 9 weeks old! She's amazing, and delightful ... with almost-edible-thighs ;)

Whilst taking the above photograph of Sophie I had heard, but not really heard Brock say he wanted Strawberry Milk. He decided to plop down and show me what he meant, and how bad he wanted it...

...without hiding the fact that he wasn't happy with me. You'll notice Sophie in the background ... mid-photo-shoot?

Incase I don't manage another post prior to Christmas - I would LOVE to tell you all that I'm so greatful to each and every one of you who read my blog! I'm so thankful for all the emails and comments I've recieved about the kids and our little life on the prairie ... it honestly motivates me to keep on picking out and sharing the things that matter to me. Squeeze all those who you are crazy about (and even one who you're not-so-crazy about!) ... enjoy the love and laughter ... eat great quantities of turkey and chocolate ... and don't forget to follow me in the new year, I promise not to disappoint! I hope you have the Merriest Christmas EVER!

All my love,

Angie

Rockin' it Christmas Style!

2008-12-09T21:53:00.002-07:00

I was so fortunate to be able to see the inside of one of the houses in town I've always wanted to see. No matter what the season, it is always done up ... so well in fact, that you can almost smell the turkey cooking, and hear the family laughing together around the Christmas table.

Thank you for spending another day with me :) We've had some snow fall now ... so it really is beginning to look a lot like Christmas!

My Little Brockman

2008-12-05T23:36:00.004-07:00

When I found out I was pregnant with Brock, we decided we wouldn't find out via ultrasound whether or not I was carrying a boy or girl. It was amazingly fun not knowing what our gift was going to be ... and the guessing carried on throughout the nine months. The pregnancy was different in many ways (I hardly ever had to shave my legs?!), my fingernails grew like a girly-girl, and I experienced morning sickness for a bit. Though some of the 'symptoms' were different than with Tatum, I carried the same. He decided to come two weeks early, and he thought he'd rather be born by c-section in the end. I remember waking up in the recovery room, and a nurse told me I had a baby boy. A baby boy. I was blown away. I had an amazing baby boy, that I hadn't even seen ... but I knew he was perfect. And I was beyond excited. I was in my happy place.

I first set eyes on that special little man, and I couldn't believe he was mine. We bonded in the hospital, and my heart was the happiest little heart you could possibly imagine. My mom came to visit again in the evening, and Rod was home with Tatum. I remember smiling like a kid in a candy store. I had a private room, it was dark outside, my new baby boy on my lap, and my mom sitting close by to share in that brand-new-mommy-moment that I think every new mom must experience. For the next few weeks I'd check on him when he was sleeping in his crib, and I'd be overcome by this amazingly powerful feeling ... so proud to have a precious boy.

He's two now, and it feels like it was just a few weeks ago we brought him home. On the go at all times, and loving everything 'Thomas and Trains', he's growing into an adorable person. He's wild with tantrums, and a puddle of goo come supper time. He's my sunshine ... and even though he's a daddy's boy ... deep down I know I rock his world as much as he rocks mine. These were from tonight, and I couldn't help myself ...

The Website is LIVE! Can I get a woohoo ... (or maybe an ativan?!) !!!!

2008-11-25T20:43:00.004-07:00

Well it finally happend ... it's (a)live!! I'm so excited (but more nervous!). This is so cool ... the perfect end to a not so perfect day. I have worked so hard on this, it's like seeing my very own scrapbook all put together (except there are spaces where there shouldn't be ... and I can't do anything about it right now, lol ... and now that it's available for public to see ... I want to change out lots of pictures for others ... eek). I feel so fortunate for so many reasons ... and to be able to create something that I'm proud of ... too cool. So - take a brows through if you feel like it. The website is going to make this sooo much more fun and easy for me :) I'm sure you'll recognize many of the faces! Thank you to all of you who helped me build on a passion and fulfill a dream ...

Buying Time...

2008-11-24T18:16:00.002-07:00

Just trying to buy a little bit more time - still waiting for that D.A.R.N. website, and trying not to get M.E.G.A. frustrated. Here are a couple more pictures ... oh ... and, I'm done them!! I'll be in touch with you in the next couple of days my friend.

The Red Couch. Are you liking it? I'm LOVING it. It used to belong to my grandma - who has passed on - so it holds a very special place in my heart. I've moved it from house to house throughout the years, but it's never really gotten good use ... it's been seen, but not used ... and that's what I think it was made for :) When we were waiting for Sophie to come, I was moving things around in the baby room, which is where the couch was. It dawned on me ... and I've been carting it all over the country side since. Even though it looks like it's getting worn hard in the pictures - it's still very well maintained and loved by moi (just letting my favorite grandpa know, incase he's seeing it pop up in fields and alley's ;) And it's perfect for Christmas, don't you think?????

The Terrific Two's!!

2008-11-23T17:35:00.006-07:00

I honestly think so much of the two-year-old stage truly is terrific. They learn and grow at such an incredible pace. And everything about them is full of so much passion ... they REALLY love you, they REALLY want to kiss you (have you had the nose-smooshing-kiss-because-I-love-you-soooo-much-I-can't-help-myself kiss?), they can be REALLY loud, and the tantrums can be REALLY mighty!! And they're still small enough that you catch yourself calling them a baby still? And their feet are still completely kissable?? I love it ... (minus the tantrums, I could surely do without them) ... I have a two year old ... and he amazes me each and every day. This baby boy just turned two, and he is one of the most smiley guys I know (remember guy smiley from Sesame Street? I don't remember that muppet face smiling ... was he the game show host?) ... ahem ... right, this is about the birthday boy, who had a party today, and I got to go :)

This post is going to be a long-y ... because his sister is just as amazing. She had (read: HAD) long beautiful blonde hair last week. Last week she decided she should do something with it whilst paper cutters (p.a.p.e.r. c.u.t.t.e.r.s. -- not hair cutters ;) in hand. Her mom - who is just as amazing as the kids - decided to do something wonderful ... and she booked a hair appointment for the little princess. Along with the booking of the appointment, she rallied her friends to donate money (or hair) to the Pantene Beautiful Lengths program. The program takes hair donations to help people living with cancer find wigs and other types of headwear when they lose their hair as a result of cancer treatment. For more information on their program visit http://www.beautifullengths.ca/. I think you're a very thoughtful 4 year old ... and you look simply adorable with your new haircut!

I had a fun day - thanks for asking my monkey's and I to tag along ... love you all :) Happy 2nd Birthday Tanny-boy!!

Party of EIGHT!

2008-11-16T12:37:00.004-07:00

Yesterday we went to one of the best one-stop-shopping locations I've been to yet ... it was awesome ... tractors, barns, old trucks, cool buildings ... and if the owners will allow, I would LOVE to return. I didn't bring (or buy yet, lol ... but I'm going to) my googly-eyed glasses or clown pants, because I figured we'd have enough distraction with all the cool places to go.

It was darn busy ... I had fun! I hope I was able to get some of the things you were looking for!

Thursday Spot Filled :)

2008-11-12T11:36:00.005-07:00

You blog-stalkers rock my world. Seriously! This next group is of seven kids ... and I'm so excited because it feels like it's been forever since I've done just kids. I'm going to bring out my clown pants, googly-eyed glasses, bells, whistles and whatever else I can find in the old tickle-trunk. Wait. Now that I think about it - I don't really have any of those things ... but I've put the thought out there now - so I need to get them.

I'd bet big bucks that googly-eyed glasses would make the toughest client crack (you know, the "I-hate-getting-my-picture-taken-so-I'm-not-going-to-try-to-relax-and-have-fun---so-I'm-REALLY-going-to-love-the-pictures-of-myself----not.", you know the kind [me.]). I'm so going to get myself a pair ... I'd be every photographers envy. Don't you think I'd look cool in clown pants and googly-eyed glasses?! I'm all about looking professional.

;)

I'm Free Thursday Afternoon - Anyone Else?!

2008-11-10T22:03:00.004-07:00

Well, that last session was fun! So - seeing how the holidays are fast approaching, I was thinking I might try to squeeze another session in this week ... how does Thursday late afternoon sound? Wondering, thinking, pondering ... perhaps there is a baby out there - who's parent's are free from work around - say 3:00 pm - and this baby has a hat or two that is so fun and colorful ...

Now - if there ARE any takers - you don't have to have a baby ... you can have big kids. Wait. You don't even have to have kids. I just have baby on the brain, because Baby Sophie is three weeks old already ... and I'm loving the cooing, baby raspberries (well, I guess in our case, they're not really yet the true raspberries ... it's more the foaming at the mouth for whatever reason teeny babies think it necessary to do so...), sweet smells, and snuggles under my chin .... *sigh* ....

Right. Back to reality. So. If anyone out in cyberland is interested ... please email me at tatersmom@shaw.ca ... and I'll schedule the first person in. I realize this is all fly-by-the-seat-of-my-pants how I'm randomly posting about openings ... but you know what? I'm hugely enjoying this, I'm not overwhelmed with pictures, I've got a busy clan at home - and well ... this is just what works best for me right now.

As if this post wasn't long enough already - once again, I just want to draw your attention to my new price list (click said word for details ;) ... and note I no longer give the CD ... although it is available for purchase.

Here's a couple more from yesterday ... she left a comment on my blog thinking the little dude spent most of his time having a fit on the ground ... *I* think we got some cute ones ;)

A Family Affair

2008-11-09T21:06:00.004-07:00

You might recognize this family from last year - cuter than ever ... and three of the five taller than last time ;) I was so excited when I got the email from them ... they're a fun group to photograph. That being said - all the monkeys had a cold, and the littlest (...and mightiest in personality I might add ;) was worst hit by it. I'm pretty sure he was thinking he had better things to do on a Sunday afternoon than be chased around by me ... like curl up on the couch with a warm fuzzy blanket and read a book ... er, watch treehouse ... or do something 16 month old pookies like to do.

We lucked out - the weather was perfect - no wind! Thanks for everything ... I hope you enjoy your tidbit of a sneak peek :) You've got a beautiful family my friend.

P.S. This is completely random, but I'm somewhat bothered by it. If I were to spell 'monkey' plural ... would it be 'monkeys' or would it be 'monkies'? I've looked at it so long now, aside from being cross-eyed, it all looks wrong!

Sunday Slot Filled :)

2008-11-07T23:54:00.002-07:00

I'm thrilled (and sorry, if anyone else was interested) to say the session spot has been filled for this Sunday.

I'll get through this first booking, and see how life cooperates ... and I'll post again when I'm next available. Thanks so much for following my blog - I'm so greatful to you all!

Session Available for Sunday November 9, 2007

2008-11-07T21:15:00.007-07:00

Well here we are! I realize this is totally random and short notice, but I thought I'd throw it out there and see if there are any takers. This Sunday - late afternoon - I have open and would LOVE to hold a session. I think we've ran out of nice warm days - so you'd have to wear something warm ... I don't know ... something like those totally super cute, bright colored sweaters, or cool jackets, scarves, hats, etc....

I have Christmas on the brain, and whoever contacts me first by email (tatersmom@shaw.ca) I will book Sunday ... and you will receive 24 free custom designed Christmas cards (envelopes included) if you so choose. If you are not yet in the Christmas spirit, and you'd like your freebie to be of something else - please bring it to my attention and we'll chat. There is no minimum order for you to purchase to receive the cards, but please be aware that I no longer provide the cd (is available for purchase, ask for details).

The session will be held at a location of your choice. Please notice I have a new price list, click on the link for details.

I'm super excited and SO HOPING someone out there in cyberland is paying attention to my blog ;)

New Price List

2008-11-07T10:05:00.005-07:00

Please double click on the price list image to enlarge.
With my website almost ready - I thought I'd post some of the new changes ... starting with the session fee, etc. I'm excited to do things a little differently!

From here on out, I will be better managing your session - from start to finish. Once the website is live, I'll be able to upload your session to a password protected gallery that you can share with family and friends for 14 days. From there, you are able to order the prints you'd like to own. When the orders are in - I'll deliver them to you!

I'm so excited to be able to offer this, as it ensures better quality prints for you in the end!

True Love At It's Best!

2008-10-24T22:43:00.003-06:00

In the flurry of events of last week, I only had a few minutes to throw up some of the pictures we got at this engagement session - without much commentary. So, I felt it necessary to pop a few more up (I leave nothing for surprise, I always post too many pictures...) and tell you how much fun I had!

These guys were up for anything! They didn't care where we went, what kind of props I drug out of my truck (they even carried them for me!!), or that my sweet baby Tatum wanted to tag along (I must add that she was fabulously behaved :) Their wedding is set for next July, and they are amazing. This session might very well be the easiest I've ever done ... I just knew it went well when I got into my truck when we finished up. We timed it perfectly ... and caught the sun on the way down ... couldn't have been better.

Do you want to know the cutest part? They are taking dance lessons together, and when I was checking my camera settings at one point, I looked up and they were dancing, with the sun in the background ... *sigh* ... romance at it's best ....

Thanks for a great time, we'll be in touch very soon!!

Why Jinsei? Grab a cup of tea, pull up a chair, and I'll tell you the story

2008-10-21T21:40:00.002-06:00

I've been asked several times the significance of Sophie's middle name, Jinsei, so I thought I'd share the story, and why we decided to use it.

First, because the kids are one-quarter Japanese, we both felt it was important that a part of their heritage always be with them ... so they all have Japanese middle names. Brock, well he'll always be a Higa - but the girls might one day marry - so we decided from the get-go that's how we wanted to do it. Second, we've used all Japanese names that fit somewhere in Rod's family ... which we also thought was important. Tatum's middle name is Kameko - and that is after Rod's great-grandmother. Brock's middle name is Masayoshi - and that was Rod's dad's Japanese name. He passed away shortly before I was pregnant with Brock.

Now Jinsei. Rod's dad's family came from Okinawa Japan. When they came to Canada, the eldest brother ... Jinsei ... stayed behind, with eventual plans to come to Canada and join the family. Rod's dad (known as Roy) wasn't actually born in Japan, but was later born in White Rock, B.C. Throughout the years ... Jinsei, and Roy had families of their own, and Jinsei never did come to Canada. In fact, they never did meet. And now, they've both passed on....

Sweet baby Sophie is now five days old, and fits in like a piece of magic. She's sweet, and precious, and all things girly ... I can just tell. Brock and Tatum are fabulously in love with her, and I'm fabulously in love with them. I have my big girl in her big-girl bunk bed, my big boy in mom's bed, my five-day-old princess peacefully asleep on my chest, and a very small glass of wine close-by to sip on. Rod's back to work, and the only sounds I hear are the ticking of the clock on the wall, the typing of the computer keys, and that heavenly sound of the tiny baby's breath...

This is life worth living.

Sweet Sweet Baby...

2008-10-18T15:28:00.002-06:00

When I look at these pictures I took last night in our hospital room, I can't help but think of the song "Sweet Sweet Baby" by Michelle Featherstone (I'm so loading that song onto my new website!).

I'm proud to introduce the newest addition to our family ... Baby Sophie. Her full name is Sophia Jinsei Higa ... Sophie for short. She was born on October 16, 2008 ... at 8:41am ... 7 pounds 1 oz.

She is precious... and I'm in love ...

I was so worried throughout the pregnancy that I wasn't going to feel connected with baby #3 as I often referred to her as. But just as everyone who tried to assure me said ... it was in my heart all along. I have three healthy, beautiful children ... and even though it was only 55 hours ago that I only had two beautiful children ... it seems a lifetime ago. That's always amazing to me.

Sophie was born at the Taber hospital, which is where I work. It was so special to have my friends and co-workers deliver and care for our baby. They are all little bits of heaven right here on this earth, each and every one of them. Thank you for our great care...

Here's a few ... then I'M OFF!!!

2008-10-16T01:07:00.003-06:00

Here's a super quick peek of a few from yesterday :) I don't have time to write much else other than I'm off to go have a baby now!!!!!!!! Hope you enjoy - and I had a blast! See you all in a few days :)